Pain; physical suffering or distress; mental or emotional suffering or torment.
Love; a profoundly tender, passionately affection for another person.
Hate; to dislike intensely or passionately.
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Pain, love, and hate is what i feel all the time. Like love.. I felt love towards my best friend Sam Pottorff. Yes, THE Sam Pottorf. We've been best friends since birth. Our mothers have been best friends also. I know that i shouldn't feel this way toward him, but i do.
Hate.. I hate myself.. I hate the way i look. I hate everything about me..
Pain.. when I'm not with Sam and Kian all i feel is pain. They are the only people that make me happy. They are always there to help me when I'm not okay. Thats why i like sam and kian, they always help me through my things and have been there for me even through all of the bullshit. I don't know why they are still there for me, i put them through a lot if shit but I'm glad they are still here!
My name is Lauren Olivia Landcaster. Im 18 and I'm in my last year of high school. I have hair that goes down to my lower back so i guess you could say it was long. I have blue eyes, I'm 5'6. I cut myself to get rid of the pain.. i know i shouldn't but i do. I lost my brother Kyle and father in a car accident about 2 years ago, it still hurts. My brother was everything to me, he was also like another best friend to me. I told him EVERYTHING. My dad was an amazing guy. He would always make funny faces to make me laugh, he would tell me funny jokes. I miss them so much. Sometimes i wish it was me thy died instead of them..
Before my dad and brother died my mom had twins. Jake and Abby, they are 5. They are so cute and i love them. Jake reminds me of my brother Kyle a lot..
I used to be in gymnastics, basketball, and volleyball but that was before my dad and brother died. I don't really do anything anymore.. I go to school, sit in my room or hangout with Sam and Kian.
Im nothing special, just a girl needing help..
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a/n So this was the first chapter of the book! I hope you liked it! 😊
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Save Me. (an o2l fanfic)
FanfictionPain was all Lauren felt. Losing her father and brother in a car accident hurt like hell.. nothing could ever be the same.. The only people that can make her happy are her best friends Sam Pottorff and Kian Lawley. What happens when they have to go...
