In which the rest of bang-tan come up with an idea to sleep with their eldest member jin.
But what started out as a simple yet dumb idea to prove their love to the eldest turned into a bit of a difficult situation which involves jin ending up being...
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• • • • • »»-------------¤-------------«« •第十二章• »»-------------¤-------------«« (Jins POV back at the dorm..) After a lot of tears and anxiety the whole drive back from the doctor, I finally made it back to the dorms. I sigh before unlocking the door, expecting all the members to be waiting for me and bombard me with a million questions though surprisingly, I got the complete opposite.
As I walk trough the dorm I see all the members sleeping on the couches/sofas, their soft snores filled the room as they all slept peacefully. Furrowing my eyebrows I look at the time, 10:30..have I really been out that long? I sigh once again before setting my stuff down onto the kitchen island.
I walk over to all the boys and grab some blankets, I place the blankets down over their sleeping body's carefully and I look at them with a small smile creeping up on my face. They look so peaceful..hm...maybe they would be pretty good dads..
Wait what? No I can't act like this.. I can't give in nope. They raped you jin? They are the reason you are here in the first place you can't have these thoughts you have to be strong... I thought, I quickly shake the thoughts out of my mind before I started to head to my room.
Though to my surprise, I was then stopped by the voice of one of the members. "J-jin hyung?..." I turn around to see a tired jungkook sitting up straight looking at me with doe eyes.
"I-um...hey..jungkook.." I scratch the back of my head as I didn't really wanna talk to him at he moment but I also couldn't just ignore him. "Why are you back so late?...h-how did the-" I then cut him off, "I... I don't wanna talk about it kookie...just..go to your room and sleep.." I attempted to walk to my room again only to be stopped again.. "J-jin hyung! Wait!" Jungkook then threw the blanket off and walked towards me causing me to back up a bit.
"Um..jungkook listen I really don't wanna-" "Hyung please....just let me talk to you..." He looked at me with pleading eyes, giving up I then let out a sigh nodding my head. He smiled a bit before leading me to his room, I watched as he slowly sat on the edge of the bed, tapping the space beside him indicating for me to sit.
I hesitated before I finally sat onto the empty space of the comfortable fluffy blue bed. I waited for him to speak as I looked down onto my lap, feeling a bit awkward as it was just the two of them and I wasn't exactly use to being alone with the members yet..
"So...Jin hyung.. I know we have all said this so many times and I know you said you forgive us but I'm just... I'm just so sorry..." I was shocked as I watched the maknae slowly begin to break down in-front of me, Tears streamed down his face as he began to choke on sobs, "I-I didn't mean for a-any of this to happen.. I-I just wanted you to love me..we w-wanted you to love us that's all we wanted hyung...i-I'm so sorry...it was so stupid.... I knew I-I could have stopped it hyung! I could have stopped them! But no...no I let it happen...and I feel horrible..we ruined everything...a-and now...we lost a baby!...a child...that we brought into this world without you consenting!... I feel disgusting...and ... I'm just..I'm so sorry..hyung...I'm so sorry.." I feel the liquid build up in my eyes as I watch the male pour his heart out, I slowly reached my hand to his back as I hesitantly go to hug him.
I felt him tense up a bit from shock, but he quickly gave in as he wraps his arms around my waist causing me to flinch a tiny bit tho I gave in,crying into my chest he holds on to me tighter as I try to comfort him, running my fingers trough his soft hair as I cried silently with him. "K-kookie...look at me..." I lift up from him as he slowly looks up from his lap, his tired eyes looking into mine as he sniffed. "I love you...okay...never forget that..there is nothing in this world that could ever stop me from loving you guys...alright?...like I said... I forgive..but I never forget...and what you did to me... I-it's not something I can just forget...but I forgive you... I know that you all regret what you did...and I know that you are sorry..so I forgive you...I-im sorry that I can't love you like you want me to......im truly sorry..and I'm sure there is someone out there for all of you...okay?..." I say softly, looking into his eyes with pure sincerity as I did really mean what I said..there is nothing that can make me stop loving them...
Jungkook smiled making my heart clinch a bit, "T-thank you for not giving up on us jin hyung..." "Of course kook..." We then hug again, I mention that I haven't had the abortion yet which he seemed quite happy about along with the twins which I could see the spark of excitement in his eyes..
There was then this weird feeling inside my heart ...a feeling that I couldn't quite reach...a feeling that was so close but so far and I couldn't exactly tell what it was...a feeling in my heart that I can't explain...my heart clinched but I chose to ignore..
And before we knew it we fell asleep in each others arms.. »»-------------¤-------------«« To be continued... »»-------------¤-------------«« • • • • •
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