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Chapter 4

ARAIAN'S P.O.V

So unfortunately i woke up the next morning with a killer pain in my wrists and thighs it made me scream from pain but i knew that i deserved this .i got and went straight to the bathroom , stripped down and had a hot shower closed my eyes and let all my insecurities take over me i felt as if i was drowning but with shackles around my whole body i realized that I AM NO ONE i snapped out of my thoughts when the soap was on my cuts i bit my lip and my hands turned to fists and i was pressing on them so hard that my nails where making my skin bleed all of this was so that i wont scream and get attention not that anyone would care but i just dont want to gather ppls attention , i went out of the shower and grabbed my outfit and wore it and i didnt feel like fixing my hair or blow drying it so i let it down just as it is i didnt apply makeup i just applied skin skin moisturizer  and lip balm and just went out to have some fresh air i was sitting on a bench thinking about how everything happened until i heared one familiar voice "well well look whos here " he said "j...ja-jack ?" I said " yes babe its me " he said " dont you ever babe-me dumbass" i said " i know you came here for me princess ...... admit it you love me " he said with that smirk I remembered everything to the point where i was crying and yelling saying "leave me alone ......... why do you always appear when things get better and ruin everything " i said with tears in my eyes he motioned two guys to come and he said" you have the choice now dont blame me , either you get freaky with me or my pals over hear will teach you a lesson about how painful the results of saying no are ?"  " id rather rot in a basement and my body gets eaten by rats than you using me again " i said with anger
"Then , you guys shall start " he said motioning the two guys  . The started beating me and one of them pressed his feet on my thighs so hard that my scars started bleeding and they kept beating me but i was silent crying i just wanted it to be over but not long enough a boy  said to them to leave me alone but they didnt  reply so he threatened to call the cops so they didnt pay attention until the cops replied ( it was on speaker ) and so they ran away leaving me feeling nothing but pain i thought i was dead but turns out that im not bc i still feel pain i felt so dizzy bc i already have lost lots of blood so this boy came to me and asked " u ok ? "  he asked accompanied with a worried tone " NO LEAVE ME LET THEM COMPLETE AND BE DONE WITH ME I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE , IM SO SICK OF THIS LET THEM DO WHAT THEY WANT I DONT WANT TO BE HERE I JUST SCREW THINGS UP LET THEM BE I DONT WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE " i said crying and trying to bruise myself hoping that it would be the final straw but no all he did was wrap his arms around me and hugged me so tight and whispered in my ear " it will get better .... it always does ... just be patient ... im here to help dont worry " he said with his soothing voice i felt more calm and safe that what i have ever been i listen to his heart beat until i fell asleep .

I woke up to seeing him put me in some bunkbed he was about to cut thru my leggings to clean my wounds but remembering my scars made me automatically put my hands over my thighs so that he wont see my scars "pls dont ..." i said , he looked confused " pls let me clean them ,pls , it will only hurt a lil" he said to me