ten last letters to someone

[ tenth letter ]

X.

To: Jungkook

My operation will start after a few minutes. It's either this will be my last letter to you or... not. Hahaha! I'm kinda nervous about this operation, you know. I've never been into an operation before. But it saddens me to think of the fact that the half of me is whispering that I shall keep hoping for myself to live but the half is screaming that it's my time now to have a rest, peacefully. Honestly, I had a wonderful journey. I lived a wonderful life even though I spend the half of it in a hospital room, but still my life became wonderful because I met you. Bam, after all this time you gave me hope not just to breathe, to live, but also to love. I wanna thank you for giving me such incredible experiences. Thank you for being a friend, a brother, a father, and a hope.

P.S If the operation will be successful, I want you to be the first person that I will see and talk to. I'm counting on you hahaha. See you when I see you but at the same time, goodbye. I'm glad that I still managed to write this one, sorry for my hand writing though. My hand is shaking hahahaha. Please take care of yourself always. I love you.

Lisa.