ten last letters to someone

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To: Jungkook

My operation will start after a few minutes. It's either this will be my last letter to you or... not. Hahaha! I'm kinda nervous about this operation, you know. I've never been into an operation before. But it saddens me to think of the fact that the half of me is whispering that I shall keep hoping for myself to live but the half is screaming that it's my time now to have a rest, peacefully. Honestly, I had a wonderful journey. I lived a wonderful life even though I spend the half of it in a hospital room, but still my life became wonderful because I met you. Bam, after all this time you gave me hope not just to breathe, to live, but also to love. I wanna thank you for giving me such incredible experiences. Thank you for being a friend, a brother, a father, and a hope.

P.S If the operation will be successful, I want you to be the first person that I will see and talk to. I'm counting on you hahaha. See you when I see you but at the same time, goodbye. I'm glad that I still managed to write this one, sorry for my hand writing though. My hand is shaking hahahaha. Please take care of yourself always. I love you.

Lisa.

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Patient's name:
Lisa Manoban
Date and time of death:
June 15, 2017 at 9:30 PM
Cause of death:
Operation failure / Table death

❝𝓲𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓮, 𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻 𝓶𝓮.❞

To: Lisa

Lis, yes I remember you. How could I forget the girl who hid behind the tree and waited just to approach me? Thank you for everything also, thank you for approaching me. You showed me something that others cannot show me. If I gave you hope, you gave me far realizations about life and I will continue to bring them with me in the future. I know that you can't read my letter anymore but still I'll be writing this one for you, it's about time to close your book. Sorry if I made you think that I forgot you. Sorry for not visiting you while you were still alive. Sorry for being late, sorry for everything bad that I've done. I tried to look for you but it was hard since I don't know where to find you first. I don't even know that you had a disease. Your friend, Jennie Kim, called me yesterday and she asked me to go here, to this hospital. She said that today is your operation. I can't believe that I wasted my time strolling through streets and hoping one day I'll see you again behind the same mahogany tree, if I could just stay by your side from the moment that you're still here, I'll do it, I'll stay. I'm sorry. Wherever you are, I hope that you're okay. I won't forget you. I love you too, Lisa.

Jungkook.