had a... weird ass dream last night went from being in paris on a school trip to making out with one of my friends who i've definitely never thought of sexually to playing a broken ukulele to save an norwegian island from a volcano monster... my mind is wildin lol anyways... im feeling increasingly depressed (wow what a surprise !!!) that always happens at the beginning of summer and when im visiting family in the middle of nowhere we're going 2 for 2 boys haven't been taking my medications as regularly as i should (again, what a surprise) well, im going to an art camp in california in a week so at least i have something really keeping me going. i miss my friends. even though i saw them like yesterday. feels longer than that. i just feel so distant from them lately. i haven't had a Deep Sad Real Conversation With [redacted]™ in a long ass time. thinking of having one soon because im gonna need it by the looks of things. been getting really into art and music production but i always feel i dont have the stuff i need to do what i need to do "ugh the privilege jumped out" started lightening my hair from black to blond and,,,,,,, sis is looking rough at the moment anyways sis is Spiraling Into A Depressive Episode™ now its time to decide how honest i should be with my therapist. well uh welcome to my story (spoiler, it doesn't get happier)
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