i forgot about this
went to art school in california and was shockingly not depressed there
i had to take my medication everyday so that was probably why
met some amazing people
shoutout to anna
youre very cute
but straight so
then i got back to mn
depression time
tøp came back yay
but i really want tyler to be active
he IS my namesake so
anyways im VERY depressed!
found out my mom is emotionally abusive which has heavily contributed to my anxiety and depression
also i have a trauma disorder and possible complex ptsd
fun summer!
anyways i relapsed so thats fucking! great!
well im on here so im either sad or horny
its sad tonight!
feel like i have literally no one to talk to because! i! dont!
i havent been full on suicidal yet so thats. good?
im in chicago rn so thats cool
people dont really take me seriously when i say im depressed
its fucked up haha
anyways at least i feel hot and pretty lately
ok im gonna sleep
and by sleep i mean look and read depressing things then sleep
gnite