the leader • choi seungcheol

forty five

Month 3 begins today.

Im not showing all that much but let me tell ya, if i wouldve known the bos would treat me like this when im pregnant, i wouldve tried a lot sooner.

As im speaking, i have Mingyu under me holding me as i sit on his lap, wamr hands holding my stomach, Jeonghan rubbing my feet, Seungcheol, Hoshi, and Dino making dinner, Hansol and Seungkwan out to get my work errands done, Wonwoo doing the laundry, Minghao and Junhui watching over the company, and Josh, Seokmin, and Jihoon doing other house chores.

I aint gotta do shit man.

I sigh happily and lean back farther into Mingyu.

"Are you cold??" Mingyu asks.

"Sort of." i shrug. Gyu hugs me like a teddy bear and basically purrs.

"Dinner!" Hoshi calls out.

Jeonghan stands and hauls me off of Mingyus lap and i head to the kitchen. Seungcheol had already made me a plate.

I take it gratefully and approach him.

His arm slithers around my waist and he smiles down at me. "Lets go watch a movie as we eat.' he says loud enough for the rest of the boys to hear.

The boys pick a movie as i sit sideways on Seungcheols and finish my dinner.

I take his finished plate and put it on the table and get myself comfortable.

Seungcheol kisses the top of my head as i cuddle up to him.

The night is spent quietly watching movies and the other boys slowly disperse.

But i cant help but notice through the night how a certain two act.

I was always curious that they may be together or at least curious so, i tell them to stay.

They are the last two remaining when i stand slowly with a literal push from Cheol.

I flick the light on and turn to them, cradling my barely there baby belly.

They stare at me like deer in headlights, they know i know.

" Hansol baby." I coo. He gulps. "First of all, i will smack that hand of yours." I gesture to the boys gand spread across the others thigh. "And Seungkwannie."

The other gulps. "Yes, noona?"

"Cute but it wont work." Seungcheol finally stands and adjusts his pants, then joins me. "So. Care to tell me what all of this is?"

"What?" Hansol tries to act dumb.

"You know what. Hands all over each other n shit." I roll my eyes. "I love gays. Gay rights are the shit aight? So fess up. What is it?"

"Im... gay?" It sounds like a question leaving Seungkwans mouth.

"And Im bi." Hansol grins. He wraps his arm around the smaller boy.

"Good. How long yall been dating then?"

Seungkwan looks down.

"4 months."

"Thats what i guessed. Okay i love you both but go home im tired and wanna cuddle my husband."

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6 months approximately. I hate the whole weeks thing so i just month it.

My belly is a lot bigger and ive got the walk now.

Today, Seungcheol actually had to go to work so he left Yanan with me. Then Hui came to visit later.

Now i am happily eating some icecream with bananas on the couch.

I has to say that this whole experience made me closee to the idols i had signed with my new company.

I signed a few other groups and althoigh we are considered part of the big 3, i dont sign many. So i am close to all of them. Each group or idol has a key or two to the house and my personal and work phone.

They know my schedules and they have all visited multiple times durong my pregnancy to hang out, bring food, or something of the sort.

The groups i have are Pentagon, Monsta X, Highlight, and iKON, and i have a few idols abf things too. Triple H and HyunA. BTS is signed with us as well but we usually only work fully with them on their choreo or management things as they are very independant.

"Hui." I call out. He peeks out from the kitchen. "Can i have some caramel."

He rolls his eyes but brings me the bottle anyway.

I stand to go pee suddenly and then im on the floor in a split second.

"Fuck!" I yell, my bowl with the sticky ice cream and caramel all over the floor.

I go to haul myself up and gasp in pain.

My stomach churns and i look down, seeing blood on my shorts.

Panic hits me and i scream, tears flooding my eyes.

Please.... dont do this to me....

sorry for a late and shitty update but ill upsate hopefully again this next week!!