You slowly open your eyes by the sun ray shining down onto you and Jason. You sit up and popped back into reality, you stared at Jason,and realized that you two were fussing last night. Your body begin to shake and shiver because you were too cold and you noticed that your sleeves on your shirt was ripped. You were thinking of last night on how those cold words you said to Jason yet you didn't even had the decency to try to get to know him plus he might also be a serial killer but he also have feelings. You noticed that Jason was turning around groaning in his sleep. He must be having a nightmare.... "No!" You were taken aback by Jason sudden screaming. You never knew that he would be scared like that. He must be having a really bad dream if it is effecting him like that. "Jason wake up." You reached your hands onto his shoulders, started shaking him softly, so he would try to wake up.
Jason jolted up while he started inhaling you could tell that he was sweating with just his mask on. "Oh it's just you (Y,N)." Jason reached his hand into his mask and wiped off the sweat from his face. "Hey Jason, I'm leaving today because I have school plus my parents will kill me." You were really nervous to say that because Jason looks like the clingy type who never let go. "Oh no!!! My parents ! I'm doomed.... I haven't been coming to school nor home, I'm pretty sure they wouldn't care about me anyway just like the others." You got up from the floor looking at Jason waiting for his answer. But somehow he was quiet for some reason. "Jason?" You called out his name again and he was still silent gazing at the floor in a sad expression. Jason got up from the floor, walked to you, and caress your hair with his hands. "I'll be here waiting for you to come back." Jason said in a carting voice as he remove his hand from your hair. "Hey why you never killed me when you have the chance?" You wondered this for the past 3 days since you were here. Jason remain silent for 2 minutes trying to think why he never killed you. Jason looked at you from up to down . "Probably because you are different from the rest that's why I lo-." Jason stopped in the middle of his sentence realizing what he just said. "Jason?" You were really confused trying to figure what he meant. "I am different? But how?" You were kind of happy because you never heard no one saying that you are different probably because you are used to people hating you and saying negative things to you.
"Thank you Jason, you are also different also that's why I like you also." You twirl both of your index fingers together as your face got red from blushing too hard waiting for Jason to reply. "Don't come back." Those cold words of Jason caught you off guard wondering if you said something wrong. "J-Jason what's wrong?" It really hurts when he says that to you because you guys were just getting along well. You sigh in distress. "I'm sorry if I affended you. I promise it won't happen again... So please I don't even want to think about us not being together." Even just by thinking about that will put you to misery because he was the only one filled happiness in your heart, The only one who understood you, The one who accepted you, and you don't want to be alone again with no one to talk to. "Why won't you leave?! Just go before I won't hesitate to end your life." When Jason said those empty words, your heart was filled with happiness is now filled with misery once more. "I HATE YOU!!" You twist the door knob to the cottage, opened the door, and left crying leaving Jason in there. No matter how many times you get close to a person, when you think they love you, having everything in common with each other, but they always be hurting you in the end without regrets,and I promise myself that I will never feel or love again.Jason. P.O.V
I'm such an idiot... For letting her go like that but its because if I told her who I am, she would hate me for Sure. What is this feeling? Guilt? Nah... Somehow I feel bad for saying all those things for sure. Its like a anchor had sinked into my heart letting a flood destroying everything everywhere. She probably already hates me now I hate myself now too for what I have done to her. She was the only one who accepted me and she wasn't even scared at all nor called me a monster. That's what draw me in to her. But now she isn't going to come back and it is my fault. I ruined what we had. But I didn't have no choice, I mean I am a killer and yet I showed her my weak side I don't normally say to people. Ugh!! I hate feeling like this. Pull yourself together Jason I am a notorious serial killer who steps across my path! But why didn't I kill her though? She was too good for me anyway besides who would even love me? I am a dark hearted person who doesn't care for humans . But why do I care for her? I took off my mask and touched my right cheek with my left hand. "I don't even know what she sees in me... She is a weird little one, hah... I am ugly." I said to myself in disgust and hatred for myself. I haven't killed no one since 3 days she have been here. What is that noise? I hear loud music playing by the lake from afar. I smiled in excitement as I put back on my mask. "Well that is my cue." This should distract me from (Y,N). This is gonna be fun killing people maybe that way it can fill up this loneliness in my heart.
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He's A Monster (Jason Voorhees X Reader) {Completed }
RomanceYou are a lonely, weird, dark, and unwanted girl that brings negative attention, Especially Killers.