i decide to go on instagram and as i do i see a picture of hayden and nadia together kissing with the caption "total upgrade". i feel a tear start to fall down my face as i feel all the happiness from today fall with it. i lay down and decide to text john.
hey can you come over: me
johnny🤙🤪🔥: sure be their in 5
k love you: me
at least john can come over. i really do appreciate him he's always their for me. i get up and go wash my face off. i walk back to my living room and wait for johnny.
when he finally arrives i get up and hug him. he hugs back right away. "what happened to happy kenz?" he asks i shrug as i let go and drag him by his hand up to my room.
we get to my room and he sits down on my chair as i sit on my bed. "i thought you were supposed to have a "girls" night tonight" he says using air quotes on the word girls. i sigh and say "they all had plans or something". oh he mouths looking down knowing i was probably mad about it. "i don't care though" i say reassuring him.
"why are you so sad then?" he asks. "instagram..." i say not wanting to tell him what i saw knowing he will get mad. he looks at me confused before pulling out his phone and probably going onto instagram. after a few minutes he mutters something then looks up and says "don't listen to him he's stupid and besides your ten times the person nadia will ever be." i slightly smile and say "thanks but you don't have to make me feel better". "it's true though" he says.
after a few hours john goes home and i go to sit on my couch. i turn on the weather channel and get excited once i see it says that my school will be closed for the rest of the week due to really bad snowstorms and tornado warnings. although a part of me is happy i'm also not because i'm deathly afraid of storms. great. whenever i start to hear a storm i get crazy bad anxiety/panic attacks where it feels like i can't move or breath.
these next few days are going to be a struggle. i think as i sigh before falling asleep on my couch.
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hope y'all enjoyed this!
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that picture tho....!?!?
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i'm sorta running out of ideas soo...
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this story will either be ending in a few chapters or really long idk yet-
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