love yourself

xiv.

THE WOMAN I SEE

the woman i see
i look in the mirror at my reflection, and gaze at the woman looking back.
she has been through so much in her short life, and yet her soul is still intact.
she has known love vast as an ocean, and thought her heart would burst from the joy.
as well as the pain from losing that love, so deep she felt her life was destroyed.
she has seen beauty so vivid and golden that all she could do was stare back in awe.
along with the ugliness she'd rather forget; it made her curl up in a ball and withdraw.
she's laughed so hard that her stomach hurt, and it took hours to cease.
then cried tears that left her heartbroken and numb from feeling the bottomless grief.
at times she's been brave and overcome doubt to be stronger than she once was.
that very next breath been afraid to do something and make an error she couldn't whitewash.
she's become quite a woman from living her life and she has gained so much intelligence.
yet she's also been a fool and brutally reminded she still has immense incompetence.
the woman i see looking back from the mirror is true deep down to her soul.
i applaude her and believe that, no matter what happens, she is still more precious than gold.

— randy mcpeek.