J a R E M I R H I V E

...My story...

{ Not literally mine but you get my point}

Growing up as a child, I had dreams.
I was always preppy
happy😂
chirpy.

Everything changed in the blink of an eye.
I soon became the laughing stock of the school🏫 and I can't still remember how and why.

I was bullied almost everyday; the pain, the embarrassment.

I always felt like a burden to my parents. Hence, I abdicated from my family emotionally.

I was traumatized.

I felt worthless, abandoned and useless.

I felt like removing myself from the surface of the earth 'cause I wasn't needed here.
Suicidal thoughts 💭 were everyday ideas💡 but,

ONE FAITHFUL DAY,

everything changed as everything stopped
when I challenged myself and told myself,

"If you were really worthless why are you good at what you do.
Look at me, confident and beautiful. I accept myself the way I am.
They are not better than I am.
They're just looking for someone to vent their anger and problems and I won't be the one."

Since that day, I stood up for myself and everyone knew there was a magnificent and empowering change in me.

I discussed with my parents about how I'd felt for a long time and I found out that I was never a burden to them but their beloved child.

There was a purpose I was brought into the world and I've found it out;

to be who I really am and use what I've been given to make the world a better place.

One more thing.

I was born to be pretty

And I'm pretty cause I'm confident.