Lose my mind. [TW Fanfic]

Chapter 18

Ellie's POV.

I couldnt keep my eyes off Siva, he was so beautiful. Me, Kharis, Max and Siva was walking home from the café. Max and Kharis was walking way ahead while me and Siva walked in silence. It was pretty awkward to be honest, i like him. But i always got so nervous around him. "Hey Ellie?" I looked and my eyes looked deep into his. I had to turn my face to another direction. "Ellie?" I looked forward and saw Kharis and Max had stopped. "Yes?" "We're going to the boys tour tomorrow night." "Are we?" "Well i am, and you and the others must be there cuz youre the stylists." She winked and looked at Siva and then at me again. She looked at Max who started to walk besides Siva and then she dragged me along with her. "So hows it going with you and Seev then?" "Awful, its so awkward." She smiled and hugged me. "Well tomorrows gonna be better. I got a feeling that its gonna be a good night." I smiled a little, but it all just felt to much. Im not sure if im gonna join the tour. Finally back at the hotel. No sign of the others tho. I decided to run up to Tillys and talk to her, needed advice from everyone of the girls. Almost outside her door someone grabbed my arm gently and i stopped walking. I turned around and saw it was Siva. I went all red and quiet. "I heard youre not coming to the tour." I shook my head and whispered, cuz that was all i could do. "I didnt say i wont, i just need time to think about it. Talk to the girls." His face dropped. "I want you to be there." He mumbled. I couldnt believe what he said, Siva wanted me to be at the tour? "But wh.." He kissed me quickly and walked away. I was just about to die when i heard Tom, Tilly and Nathan screaming in her room. 

Nathan's POV.

Seeing Tilly in Toms arms slowly broke my heart. "So nothing going on!!" Jayne walked out of the room, i guess she didnt wanted to be a part of this. "Nathan nothings going on between me and Tilly!" "Then why is she in your arms cuddling up?!" Tilly hadnt shown her face so i didnt knew she was crying. "Youre joking mate, right?" "I wish i did. Well then, have a great relationship." I said sarcasticly and walked away. "Nathan!" I turned around and saw Ellie coming towards me. "Whats going on?" "So you havent seen the pictures then?" "What pictures?" I took out my phone and showed her. Her mouth dropped and hugged me. "Everythings gonna be fine Nath, i promise! Hopefully its just a misunderstanding." "It didnt looked like that to be honest." "What?" "Yep, theyre standing in her room now cuddling up and shit." "Nath calm down! Lets go for a walk, i have something i need to talk to you about." 

Kharis POV.

"So what shall i wear for the tour tomorrow babe?" Max started to laugh. "Youre picking clothes already?" "No silly! Im just looking around and see if theres anything decent, otherwise i have to go shopping again." He smiled and walked up to me, hugging me from behind. "Youre beautiful just the way you are. Just you being there means the world to me." I smiled. "Well, i do need to wear clothes alright. So stop the hugging and help me instead." "You really need to?" "Max you little pervert, let go off me and help me now. Please." He laughed and dragged me back to the bed, forcing me to lay down. I looked into his gorgeous eyes and smiled. "I love you Max." First time ive ever said those words to anyone and truly meant it. His face just lit up. "I love you too Kharis." And layed on top of me started kissing me passionately.