Lose my mind. [TW Fanfic]

Chapter 21

Tilly/Matilda's POV.
Me and Nath just stood beside eachother without saying a word. I got so much to tell him, but no words came out. It was so awkward and i just wanted to disappear. I opened my mouth to say something but closed it again. I looked at Nathan who looked at me as well. Suddenly he walked up and hugged me tightly and didnt let go. It felt so good being in his arms again. I didnt say anything, i didnt wanted to ruin the moment. "Matilda?" There it was, the moment was about to be ruined. "Nathan?" It went to silence again and he still had his arms around me. "Matilda, i love you." I stared at him. Sure we have said it many times, but ive never heard him say it in that tone or anything. "I love you, and i dont want us to end. Screw the pictures, youre way more important than that." I started to cry again, i couldnt help it this time. I was so happy, Nathan was finally talking to me again without yelling, and he said he loved me. I smiled like an idiot and started kissing him while tears were falling down my face. "I love you too Nath." He smiled and kissed me again. "No more fights, and the boy youre going to be kissing in pictures will be me. Ok? No one else, even if its a friend." I nodded. "So what youre saying?" Nathan smiled cheek and kissed me softly. "I say its time for us to go public."