I Need You

4

Me and Ayla didn't realize that we were still in our pajamas so we went to my room to change. Ayla put on the clothes she wore yesterday, and I put on a gray crop sweatshirt, denim shorts and gray vans, with a brown-ish bandana. I put my hair in a messy bun, and did a light makeup. At first I didn't realize it but the outfit  wearing was gonna expose all of my tattoos. I olny have 3 and 2 of them were small.
Logan didn't know I have them , but what is he gonna do about it. I'm almost 18, he's just gonna have to deal with it. Ayla went out before me so I was the olny one in my room. I started to look around and I found a little safe like thing in the wall , and it had never been used so I put in some numbers I would remember. That thing will come in handy someday, I just know it. I walked out thinking that Logan would say something about my tattoos but he surprisingly didnt. Jake was the olny one that knew , so he most have told Logan. I started looking on Instagram scrolling through my feed and talking to the boys.
************************************J: So what do your tattoos mean?
B: The music notes mean I'll always love music, the wishing flower mean that you can wish for anything, and the semicolon means I wanted to end my life but I kept going just like and author wanted to end the story but kept writing.
Jo:Thoses are pretty cool meanings.
B: Yeah.
L: Bella, what do you mean you wanted to end your life?
B: Logan you know about this it's over with and I'm fine now.
L: Whatever you say.
D : So, how many songs are on your album?
B: There are 12 songs and I have 1 single.
C: What songs are on there?
(A/N please pretend that these songs were written by Bella not the original artist.)
B: Back to you, Starving , Most Girls , Let me go , Me too , No , Lips are movin , No excuses ,  Kill em with kindness , It ain't me , Stand by you , Stay.
Z: That's alot of songs.
B: Yeah , what time is it?
A: It's 10:14.
L: Do you need to go somewhere?
B: I don't think.
************************************After we talked for a while we watched Netflix. Logan got to pick the movie so we ended up watching the Babadook. Me and Ayla were on the floor half of the movie. Everytime I got scared I burried myself in a pillow. Once the movie ended the boys went home and Ayla had to run errands. It was just me and Logan left. Logan eventually fell asleep. And I realized that since I already had the drawing done I would just go turn it in to my manager instead of waiting. I woke Logan up long enough to tell him where I was going. After that I took one of his cars and drove to my managers office building. She wasn't there at that moment so I gave the drawing to her secretary. Instead of going home I went to the Team 10 house to see Tessa A.J. and the trio. At this point I don't even bother to knock anymore I just go right in. I went up to Tessa's room to talk to her for a while , she was the olny one there today so ot was just me and her. We had a little whipped cream incident. So we had to get it cleaned up before they all got home. Like 15 minutes before they got here it was all cleaned up bit Tessa had to put on new clothes . I went home and Logan was still sleeping , so I decided to pull a little prank on him. I got a bucket of cold water with ice cubes in it. I snuck up on him and poured the water on him face. He looked shocked, and pissed at the same tome. He didn't even say one word he just got up and went straight to his room.