After The Kissing Booth

Chapter 4

Warning: mild adult content is displayed in this chapter

I can't believe I'm actually kissing Noah Flynn. This is crazy and part of me wants to remove myself from his lips but another part of me just want to keep on kissing him. We kiss for a while and he all of a sudden he picks me up and pushes me against the wall, I can feel my heart beating out of my chest and I hope to god he can't feel it. He starts taking off my shirt when I stop him "Noah, maybe we should do this in your bedroom" I say and he agrees as he picks me up and carries me into his bedroom. I suddenly feel nostalgic when I see his bed, the same bed I hid under when we kept our relationship a secret from everyone. He throws me on the bed, gently of course and climbs on top of me and takes my shirt off, he starts kissing my neck and makes his way down to my chest and I couldn't help but moan. He takes off his clothes and his body looks better then ever. He continues kissing down my body and you probably know what happens next so I will spare you the details.
I can't believe I just had sex with Noah Flynn, I feel a rush of guilt come over me and I try to forget about Dylan and fall asleep. When I wake up in the morning Noah is still asleep so I decide to make a run for it, there is no way I can face him and Lee in the morning. I try to be silent but I still end up waking Noah. "Hey what are you doing?" He says and I respond "Noah last night was a mistake, I have to go" I say while rushing to put on my clothes. "Elle please don't go, I know you feel guilty but..." I interrupt "but what Noah I cheated, I'm a cheater and if I could go back I would of never done this, I love Dylan" I say while looking at the floor, I can't bring myself to look at him in his eyes. "If you really love Dylan then what was last night, I know it wasn't a mistake, at least it wasn't a mistake to me" he says looking sad as hell, and I don't know why but seeing him so hurt made my heart melt "Noah I'm sorry, I just feel terrible" I say while plopping down on the bed. He sits down on the bed next to me and starts talking "Elle I want to be with you, I know I have hurt you in the past and that it was for selfish reasons but I never want to lose you again" he pauses and speaks again "you're the love of my life Elle Evans and I want to be with you" he says and all of a sudden I feel tears streaming down my cheeks, I'm crying and I don't know why "you really hurt me Noah, and I don't know if I can do this again" I say as he starts wiping the tears off my cheeks "I will never hurt you again, that was the biggest mistake of my life and if I could turn back time I would" he says as he moves closer to me. I rest my head on his shoulder and we just sit there for a while when he speaks again "is there anyway you can forgive me" he says and I don't respond for a while "well how about you make me some breakfast and I will think about it" I say and he laughs "okay Shelly, let's go" he says while picking me up once again. Here I am under Noah Flynn's spell once again.