Jason's goodbye

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It has been 2 weeks since Jason went missing so they rule him dead by a drowning it is his funeral so i wake up at 5:30am to a nightmare i get up and have a shower and i put on black lipstick and eyeliner and i go to my closet and  i find a black dress and i find a black shawl  i put it on and i grab a picture of Jason and I and i go to my closet and i sit in there and cry i  miss Jason so much and i do not know how i can cope but I know it is worse for Cheryl. I get up and i head to the Southside and i knock on uncle FP's trailer he opens the door drowsy but sees me in black and let's me in and i say " I'm pregnant and Jason is dead and I'm scared." He hugs me and says " I know I'm in a gang but I will do everything In my favour to protect you." I nod 2 hours later I leave to go to the service and i see dad and arc and Cheryl with her parents i say goodbye to Jason I start crying and dad pulls me in and i hug his waist and i hate myself for the position i am now in. Later that day i go to my room and i put on pj shorts and a Riverdale high shirt I know I am a month pregnant. I go on Google and find stuff about pregnancy and i know I have to tell my dad and brother. I go to the bathroom and i turn the water on and i splash it onto my face and i go to the kitchen and i see my dad drinking a beer and he looks pretty solum so I hug his shoulders and i kiss his cheek and i sit across from him and say  " Daddy i am in trouble I'm pregnant." He looks at me shocked and says " who is the father?" I look at him and i take a gulp of air and say " Jason Blossom." He pulls me into a hug and whisper sweet nothing's into my ear i end up falling asleep and the next morning i wake up in my bed. I wake up and get dressed into shorts and a crop top and i put on a cross

and i look at the picture of Jason and Cheryl and i and i smile i go downstairs and i see Archie who has been distant lately dad and him leave for work so I go and grab a snatchel and my phone and i drive to the Southside and i meet up FP and we t...

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and i look at the picture of Jason and Cheryl and i and i smile i go downstairs and i see Archie who has been distant lately dad and him leave for work so I go and grab a snatchel and my phone and i drive to the Southside and i meet up FP and we talk and i feel useless about my life and how I'm gonna be the disappointment to my father and his business. 

FP Jones

After Freddy let me go my family fell apart because of my drinking but I could never make myself to hate the Andrews family because they always try to do the right thing and when I saw my 16 year old Goddaughter get grouped i punched the guy without a second thought and i took her away and i will never forget what the man did. So I had ask the question
what is my 16 year old Goddaughter doing in a bar like that?" She starts crying and says  "I do not know it is just that I miss my mom and i feel like I am alone because I am the only female" i hug her and drive her a block away from her house and i drive back to Whyte Wyrum and i get out and I see Jason Blossom get draged into the back and i shake my head.

2 weeks later
Jason is dead and i had to clean up the murder and i hate that because he helped my goddaughter. I pass out in my bed but i wake up to knocking on my trailer door so I get up and i answer grogly and then I see Cassandra in all black and she looks so sad. She says  " I'm pregnant and Jason is dead and I'm scared." I look at her in shock and then I feel severe guilt and i hug her and then I say " I know I'm in a gang but I will do everything In my favour to protect you." She then leaves and i go to my room and i pull out my old year book and i see a picture or Freddy and i.

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