~Cai Xukun's POV~
4:30 am
I still can't sleep, maybe i was thinking some things, but it's not something, it's someone. I was worried about that someone outside my room, i just don't know who it was. Until i saw a guy running through my mind....
My Linong......
I got up and slowly opened the door, i looked down and i saw Linong leaning on the wall sleeping, i felt sorry for him, i know he was very sensitive, i didn't meant to do that such things i did to him earlier. I carried him like a bride and laid him down. I stroked his face with a smile, minutes later, he woke up, when he completely opened his eyes, he quickly looked away from me. I feel guilty for what i did.
I hugged him at the back and kissed his neck, "I'm sorry for what i said earlier, i know it's really hard to accept it." He faced me but he gave me the same sad face, "I'm sorry for making you wasting your tears all night." He didn't looked at me, i tried to lift his face but i heard him sniffed. "Hey Nongnong, please don't cry, please? Hey, i love you okay? I love you so much, remember that."
"Actually, marrying Kaihao was my parents' decision, we didn't loved each other." Linong finally looked at me, his cute face made me smile, "It's okay, don't cry. Just remember, i love you always."
"I'm sorry i lied to you."
"It's natural to lie, specially to the person you love. You had a reason why you lied to me and i understand that." I smiled at him, looking at his beautiful puppy-like eyes. "Why?"
"It's because i love you."
"I will miss you very much, My Kunkun."
He finally said my nickname
"I will miss you too."
"I'm going to spend my time cuddling here with you all day."
He nodded and hugged me so tight, he really looked like a kid when he's like this, i will miss his cute cheeks. "I really want to stay like this with you forever, but i really need to go."
I smiled at him and ruffled his hair, "I don't want this to end, i love you."
"I love you more."
We stayed cuddling on the bed until the afternoon came, i didn't realized that i already fell asleep.
8:30 pm
I woke up, it's already dark. I must slept too long, i looked at my arms and Linong's not there anymore. I ran to the living room and i saw Chengcheng and Justin almost making out on the couch, what so special about the couch? "Guys, do you know where Linong went?"
"Oh! Linong? Yeah, he went outside, he said that he'll be going home." I quickly ran out side and thank god i wansn't too late, "Nongnong?" He slowly turned his back, "Kunkun."
"Be careful out there." I hugged him so tight while he was smiling with a tear on his eye, "I will."
"Have a safe trip, Nongnong." He smiled but his hands were still locked into mine, "Wait here." I ran to the room to get something, it's a box. And inside of that thing was my sweater i let him wore and the pajama i bought. I quickly ran outside and gave it to him, "What's this?"
"A gift, in case if you'll come back, you can use that." I gave him a warm smile, "Kunkun, i'm afraid that i'm not coming back anymore." Linong cried while holding my hand, "I'll wait, no matter how long. I'll wait, my Nongnong."
Before he turned away, he suddenly pulled me for a kiss on the lips, it's a short yet passionate and loving kiss. "I love you Kunkun."
"I love you too, always."
"You should get inside." He whispered, because i love him, i followed his words and went inside. I leaned at my window and i saw that strange shooting star raising up but it's a different color now. I cried silently while leaning on my window.
"I love you, always. I will wait for you."
