Sex // Matty Healy

// chapter 3 //

I woke up to someone gingerly brushing their nose against mine. For a moment, I was thoroughly confused as to why I was lying naked in someone's bed with a man's arm wrapped around my waist, until I remembered the events that occurred last night.

Once I realized what we had done, I jumped up and wrapped the blankets around my torso, shielding my naked body from Matty's sight. His eyes went wide from my actions, he seemed to be confused as to why I was reacting this way.

"Matthew, do you realize what we have just done?" I yell at the bewildered boy.

"Had some pretty fucking amazing sex? What's wrong with that?" He smirked.

"Matthew, stop thinking with your dick for one second and think about what's going to happen because of what we did! You're my best friend and we just had sex. Best friends don't have sex."

"Well, we just did," he was nonchalantly.

"This is going to ruin everything. The dynamics of our group will change, our friendship will change, nothing will be the same," I try to explain to him the consequences of our actions.

"We had sex, Rose. It's a normal human function. Everyone does it, it's no big deal." He shrugs.

"So you're telling me that this isn't going to make anything awkward between us?" I question.

"We'll just pretend like it never happened."

"Fine."

I knew that there was no way in hell that I was going to forget about having sex with the man that I had been in love with for most of my life.

"We could always do it again, if you want," he smirks at me.

"No, Matthew. Get dressed before Grace gets here and starts asking questions as to why we are naked in bed together," I say pushing him off of the bed.

"No need to use my full name. You know I hate that," comes from his lips as he goes to brush his teeth.

As I pull my clothes back on, I can't help but sneak a few glances at his naked body. Seeing him completely nude was just a reminder of how we had just wrecked our friendship.

Maybe Matty could forget about it, but I knew that I would remember it for as long as I lived.

I've been in love with him for quite sometime now, and the only people that knew were George and Grace.

Being with him in the most intimate way possible only made my feelings for him grow stronger.

I knew that there was no way in hell that he could possibly feel the same way. If he did, then he would have confessed it to me instead of telling me to pretend that we had never had sex and go on being best friends as if nothing had ever happened.

All I knew was that I needed to get away from Matty, and a have nice long talk with Grace.

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