Poems or Whatever

Tied Up

How can I tell you how I feel about you now

We have been through troubles and triumph 

We have been there for each other

Battling each other's demons with sword in hand and holding on tight to each other

If only you knew how much I actually care about you

You would just turn away

You would call me insane

You would just ignore me

You would call me that name that everyone else does 

A freak

I know that you wouldn't care

I know that we would just go on how we are 

But it's so hard

As much as I would love for you to be mine I think about the future

There is doubt that we would meet again even though we have promised one another time and time again 

You would just say that I'm too young 

Even though we are just years apart 

I wish just for once that you would see yourself the way I see you

Someone who has his life figured out

Someone who has a goal in life

Someone who would listen to me whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on

But I keep muscling through it

I wish I could just turn off my feelings

Just to go on with life 

To be able to find someone who would make me happy

While being able to have you as my closest friend

I will get over this soon

I just don't want you to disappear