I'm twenty one, undone
Ready to place a hand on the mat of life,
stick a hand out the window waving a big white flag,
Ready to go back to when i felt infinite.
I've blown men like whistles,
praying they'll hear my cry for help
i fell in love and broke my friends' hearts without trying
like plates on a floor
we all dined on our break up.
teeth mashed and gums bled,
to the beat of music i no longer feel
i dance at the mess i leave behind
ready to take it all back, i promise.
i press a finger on the corpse of who i used to be
and wonder who ill become.
