at first i was hollow
was it my wailing or the taking
the taking you did that night that i reached out
hoping that you'd destroy me just like you did
i was starved of love and suddenly
a whole week passed without any sleep
the darkness i once craved was swallowing me
did i die those nights in loneliness
i dont know if im still in that hole
i dont know what im even made of
all i know is that you werent as holy as i made you
that you know nothing of love
No matter how much I imagined the pain that'd come with your absence
The actual feeling itself was unimaginable and I wish it on no one
