Secret Thug Life

Dinner Time

So I sat down and I didn't want any food I just wanted to talk.

" I want to start of by saying to my step mom that I am truly sorry for my behavior and being disrespectful towards you and father I want to apologize for calling my mom and not talking to you about it and for disrespecting your wife and you I also want to apologize for being bad on Monday and sorry for all of the rude things I said and mommy I'm sorry for being a baby in the store and and disrespectful and ik I'm spoiled and I see nothing wrong with that because I'm grateful for everything I have and I know that sorry won't always work but I need yall to trust me this time and I promise things will get better I really love yall but I have a lot that's going on and I need yall" I said with all the hurt in my heart.

"Thank you for telling us because we really love you and you can tell us anything and you have also been dressing more free this past month all the crop tops and short shorts needs to stop what happen to all the dresses and skirts" my dad said

"well father I still dress like that but it's okay to try something new this time" i said and the whole time I was talking my step mother was giving me the evil eye she need to stop looking at me with that beat up face my little brothers and sisters gonna get night mares from her ugly ass tf wrong her. I keep telling my self not to say nothing but we getting everything off the table so ima call her out

"is there anything you have to say" I said in a fake nice way looking directly at her

"lolly don't start this shit we tryna get along" my dad said

"she keeps looking at I have apologized for all my actions I'm deeply sorry and I don't feel like she has forgiven me" I said honestly

"it's all bull shit you say what they want to hear so you get what you want it's fake and yall don't see it." she said like the thot that she is. I was trying not to go off because it would have been all hell. All that shit I just said was honest I said it because that's how I feel and I want forgiveness I may get what but I still have fucking emotions I am a human unlike that goblin bitch.

"all of that came from my heart u have emotions but you don't cause your just  bum thirsty bitch who wants the d and money that's basically prostitution ughh I can't stand it but it's okay I don't need forgiveness from you" I said calm and I sat there and stared  her down and I swear if she even think about touching  me I got a knife right by me and I will kill a bitch tonight without hesitation.

"look here thirsty ass bitch I tried to do this therapy shit with you but yo saggy titty ass keep talking bout my fucking child and yo sloppy pussy ass gonna have to go I will put a bullet through yo fucking head if you don't get yo hoe ass in there and pack you shit" my dad said while standing up. Like yass he got the hoe in check

"baby I'm sorry I won't do it again I will do what you say I'm sorry please baby" she said looking at him

My dad walked over to her pulled out his gun and put it to her head.

"off with her head " I said like momma dee from love and hip hop. Then my mom talking bout shut up lil girl

"listen bitch when we first together I didn't like yo ass all you had was a good pussy now yo shit when out and you talking bout my fucking daughter and you fucking got yo ass beat and I don't fucking like you so if yo shit not gone on my kids I will kill yo ass if I have any cops come to my house that's yo life and yo families and I keeping my fucking kids if anybody come to me about this that's they life and yours and if you try some bitch nigga shit you will never see those kids again I can promise yo catfish smelling pussy ass that I will make yo life hell and now go do wtf I said before I murk yo ass" my dad said like a thug and I never seen him like that I was kinda scared but I didn't show it.

She packed her stuff and a cab came to pick her up

"baby I'm sorry for doing that in front of you " my dad said and I just said it's okay and I told Jim to come over

"I heard what happen" Jim said as he walked through the door then we went to my room

"Yeah I'm so happy she's gone but my dad said I need to stop dressing like everyone else like crop tops and short shorts like I need to start wearing dresses and skirts again cause this month I haven't been" I said

"he's right I don't like you wearing that stuff and I saw what you wore to the club in Compton and you glad I wasn't there cause i would have whooped yo ass don't wear that shit no more little girl" Jim said. He is the most over protective brother ever he goes in my closet sometimes and burns the clothes he doesn't like if we go somewhere and a boy tries to talk to me he gets mad and he tries to threaten the boy and he goes through my phone and make sure I'm not sexting and stuff its like he's my dad but a little more cooler.

"whatever I'm almost grown I can do what I want and did I tell you what John let me did" I asked him

"yo ass not grown and lemme catch you doing some bad shit that's go be me you and a belt and what he let you do" he said but I was scared to tell him because he actually whoops me and his dad does too but I'm still spoiled

"um never mind it's nothing important" I said nervously

"sister you can just tell me I won't be mad I'm fr I won't I don't care how bad it is"

I had to make up something on the spit cause i didn't want both of us to be in trouble

"well actually all of them let moochie be all freaky with me" I said

"oh that's nothing new but should I go take certain clothes out you closet" he asked

"no I promise ima dress like myself but can you convince me my dad to let me have my keys ,black card, cash, laptop, and phone back please brother pleasse. I said in my said face.

"whatever man I'll try but have fun at yo photoshoot on Friday." he said

I got up and hugged him and gave him kisses on the cheek while repeatedly saying thank you and yall calm down them kisses don't mean nothing he my brother. He left and I went to take a shower  and I put on my hello kitty onsie and I brushed and combed my curly hair and put it and messy bun. Then I went to knock on my dad's door

"come in" he said

I walked in because I wanted to sleep with him tonight I haven't slept with him since I was 14.

"was up baby" he asked while on his phone

"can I sleep with you" I asked standing in front of the bed.

"baby you to old for this go to your bed and get some rest" he said. But today was a long day and I wasn't really sad but I wasn't the happiest so I began to cry loudly. I know yall saying I'm bipolar but I'm not this week just has been crazy

"baby stop crying go to your room stop crying" he just looked at me but my tears were fake and real

"daddy please it's been a long week and I feel like you just trying to avoid me please daddy just once" I said while crying I swear I'm a good actress I come up with the best things to say

"stop the crying and come lay down and if you keep crying you gonna make me mad" he said. I hate seeing him mad so I laid down and instantly stopped crying.

"fake crying ass but do you wanna talk about anything" he asked

"That's was real dad" I said sarcastically

"but I don't wanna talk about it but this dinner made things better so yeah"

"You can have your cash back but you can have your keys or black card and you can have your phone and laptop back" he said and I was happy because my brother always pull through for me.

"Thank you father I love you so much"

"I love you too" and he gave me a kiss on the cheek I laid down on the pillow and I feel asleep.

I need 100 reads and 5 votes for next chapter people. I have like 83 reads and like 4 votes so do what you gotta do and yeah comment.  Sorry for mistakes.  Okay i got 104 reads so ima update but next time I need 5 votes i got 2 chapters just sitting here