Secret Thug Life

I Don't Always Get What I Want

I woke up the next morning walked straight to the restroom  and cried my eyes out and I didn't close the door so my mom came in and sat down next to me

"What's wrong baby"

"why didn't y'all tell me" I said crying

"tell you what? baby"

"why does my dad have a lot of money"

"he's a business man" she hesitanly said

"what kind of business" I said firmly and demanding

"computer software companies and stuff in that area" she said hesitantly and confusingly

"Oh really so does Josh work with him to" I said angrily

"what you talking bout where all these questions coming from" she said confused

"Oh you know excalty what I'm talking about when was y'all going to tell me my father that I look up to and have all the respect and the world for was a big time drug dealer" I screamed and got up and my mom did too

"I'm sorry but we didn't want you to know it's better to keep you away from things like that and how did you find out" she firmly said

" how I found out is not the problem the problem is I almost risked 3 people's lives and one of them I had feelings for and no matter how strong my fucking feelings are I can't have that person you know how I get what I want Well I can't no matter how hard I cry hold my breath or anything I can't get it I want it badly I would do almost anything to have him but I can but he's a so called business man for my dad all the fucking lying y'all did is now over I want the truth and the whole truth and if I don't a whole lotta people gonna be in fucking jail and I mean a lot and that's gonna be the day you wish you never had by spoiled ass and the day I wish I never found out I hate both of you" I said screaming to the top of my lungs. i would never send my family to jail but I had to threaten them I had no other choice and with that I went to my room slammed the door Locked it and cried

She came slamming and beating on the door

"open this motherfucking door before I kick the shit down idgaf if you mad or sad you don't fucking disrespect me like that I care about you enough to were I wanna keep you out of harm all we wanted to do was protect your spoiled ass open the door baby I'm sorry I only tried to protect you"

I opened the door and she hugged me real tight and that's really what I needed u understood what she was saying I was just real hurt and all this happened so fast and it's so hard to take in.

"mommy I'm sorry but all this is just to crazy"

"baby I'm here to talk about anything"

we sat across from each other on the bed

"mommy can I tell you something that you not gonna like"

"be honest babe you can tell me anything"

"Isoldsomedrugs"I said extra fast but she heard me cause she went across the bed and slapped the shit outta me. I knew that was coming

"mommy you said to be honest' I was trying not to cry cause I ain't wanna get hit again

"I'm glad you was being honest next time you think about selling somin you go think about how I slapped the shit outta of you and if find out again ima beat the shit out ya light skin ass"

"I'm sorry mommy I won't do it again" I said innocently

"sorry my ass but get dressed we going to sky zone"

She left and I still was feeling down but I guess sky zone would help so I put my hair in a slick back ponytail I put on a khaki colored spaghetti strap tank and blue booty short with sandals. we drove 3 cars  but yovanna drove my car. I was in the car with my mom the twins and my little brother that 8 and "Hoes ain't loyal" came on and we all start singing even my mommy "Just got rich took a broke n***** b**** I can broke b**** rich but I don't fw broke b******" then the chorus came on and my bad ass brother said all the bad words "these hoes ain't loyal"

"wtf you say Ryan"

"I said the trolls ain't loyal" he said

"lying ass nigga" I said and we all start laughing

But it was a fun car ride

(Logan POV)

Bruh last night shawty had a nigga in his feelings and shit and I ain't never caught feelings like that for any female. I ain't never said I love any girl besides family.  Bruh maybe I was drunk cause usually I just be ready to fuck but her daddy would cut my balls off. I'm just go forget shit even happen.  But me moochie Josh john and some other niggas going to sky zone for my God daughter birthday, Josh daughter. Bro she turning 6. Josh told to get her some clothes for an American girl doll or some shit like that so I got like 5 fits and a bed for it. It's like a damn human but I love her so much. Then ima give her a 100$ bill so she can buy Whatever she want. I got to skyzone early to help out.

"my God daddy has arrived" she sung out to me while running towards me I picked her up and gave her a kiss

" Happy birthday my lil OG" and she start singing my hitta and I was singing along

"most likely I ride for my hitta my hitta. my hitta " in unison

"who yo nigga" I asked

"God daddy you my nigga" she said

I gave her kiss and said "Happy Glo day my nigga"

"thank you my nigga" she said happily

her mom was walking up "say nigga one more time and ima nigga yo ass" her ole mean strict ass be getting on my nerves but she like my sister so I stay on her ass

I whispered in my God daughter,  Layla ear and started singing FDB and she was laughing

"what y'all whispering about" her mom asked

"don't worry about it now get yo ugly ass out here and get these gifts"

She got the gifts and we set up and all that then people started coming

(Lisa POV )

We going to sky zone for Josh daughter birthday my little cousin but I'm like her Aunt so yeah. But she know Auntie spoil her so I got her a whole bunch of AG doll stuff she been asking me every weekend and ima give josh 600$  for her since she turning 6.

We walked into skyzone and Auntie baby ran up to me but I had her gifts in my hand so I dropped them and picked my baby up

"Happy birthday Auntie baby" I said giving her kisses

"Thank you Auntie can I see my presents pretty please we don't have to tell daddy" she asked

"I'm sorry Auntie baby but I can't do that but go say Hey to the rest of them and I love you"

"love you too Auntie and Okay" so she got down and greeted everybody else

So we were ready to jump but as I was walking to see Josh and Laya his wife I see moochie Logan and john. Here we go aagin