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  Chapter One : Idiotic Nerd 


Song for this chapter: No Tears Left To Cry by Ariana Grande

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Cessy xoxo

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Here it goes my stupid heart again, beating for one and only Declan Ashford, the only one who makes my heart beat crazily. You might say that I'm crazy, but my heart can't help it, is loving someone bad, sin, or not allowed.



The times I know that his gang group named 'Lost Boys' keeps on bullying me nonstop. Maybe, he isn't that bad isn't he? ... Well he is, I don't know why my friends keep saying that I'm blind for falling for him.



But Ms. Heart keep falling for him, I don't how, I don't know when, and I don't know why. People might say I'm crazy, because I fall in love with a jerk and the one who bullies me.



He kept on ordering me, making me things that I don't want to and boss around. But I still do that for him,I don't either why I am that stupid. I'm sorry if things might doesn't make sense for falling towards a jerk.



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Ms. Heart starts on beating crazily again, for the second I thought it was nothing, but everytime I see him this heart keeps on pounding hard.



I may not realize that he was coming this way, all in my thoughts about him are gone and it changes in to nervousness. My hands are sweaty, my body either, I play with my fingers and looking around.



What if, he say's he loves me? What if he say's something bad? What if he say's that I'm an idiotic nerd?



Many things came out of my thoughts and keep on playing with my fingers nervously. I can't even stare to someone for seconds, or even him, he make me feel this way all the time... He was... My Weakness...



"Nerd~" someone called me.


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