Rooftop

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Chapter 9: I Love You

Song for this Chapter: Seesaw by BTS Min Yoongi(suga)

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Cessyxoxo

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Brynn's point of view

Did you guys ever imagined that a boy would stand up for you and fight for you? Or maybe have you ever imagined that a guy would actually stand up and save you?

I've never experienced that way ever since this day happened. This day was the most craziest day of my life, that I won't ever think about on regretting on being late.

I actually thought that was taking drugs or somethin', but eventually it was worse than i think, i think his a psychopath or maybe a serial killer. Who of you guys think, that his brain was upside down or maybe had an memory loss.

I was so busy talking to myself, i felt something through my wrist that is stinging in pain. Gosh! it stings so badly, the way he gripped on my wrist hurts so bad. He started to grip it harder again, until a whimper came out of my mouth.

He suddenly realized that i was hurt, he then stopped from walking. And slowly turned his head towards me, looking me in the eye with full of concern. He looked down my hands then through my wrist and saw my wrist reddish red, he looked surprised.

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"I-i... i didn't mean it, L-look i-im sorry..." he stuttered at his words which make him go look cute. I lose words for me to be in silence , while he looked extremely guilty.

"GOD DAMN IT!" he shouted and to my surprise he punched the hard wall. While stiffened in my position, watching knuckles go white, with blood all over it. My face was white as white, i look like i saw a ghost.

He looked over me, and i saw a panicked expression he had. He walked over me, slowly reached for my face until his hands stopped and backed away because of my scared expression. I felt wet tears through my cheeks, as i noticed that i was crying.

I felt weak through this suffering i'm always at, i realized i was this weak and scared. That's why i let others to go over board through me, i always let them , i always say yes, i always accept the things they do to me. I never said no ,fight for my right, and fight for what's right.

I was the one who's bullied, all of my life i accepted it. I accepted it like it was nothing, i go through this face and hide myself alone. I can't show them the run-down part of myself, and still i have to cover myself with this mask forever alone.

Loneliness that resembles me, flowers blooming that resembles them, a gap between the difference i want to hide and go deep down. I want to take off this foolish mask and run away, but i'm weak and scared. I never encourage myself, i never had a strong feeling to fight, because all i wanna do is to hide deep down my anxiety.

But i know i can never do that, because i'm scared of giving in for other, letting them control me. I must hide because i weak, ugly and powerless., world doesn't evolved through me. I'm so afraid, that deep down i'am nothing, i will be left out being lonely again if i open myself.

I was stuck deep, until i felt i hand touched my cheeks, wiping my tears away. I opened my eyes and saw Declan's head few inch away from me. He slowly leaned towards me, our forehead touching, him looking at me deeply. With him being with me i felt, i calmed myself down, he was there.

"Shh~Baby~,Don't Cry..." Soothing me with his deep raspy voice, soothing and patting my hair lightly. Calming me, until i burst into tears, sobbing deeply.

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"I'm sorry, baby~, i'm sorry..." he apologized sincerely for scaring the shit out of me, he soothed me and gently rubbing my back to calm me down.

"I love you."

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Everything stopped, the universe stopped, the world stopped even my heart stopped. Everything was perfect, i was there, he was there. The hidden mask i'm covering myself in was slowly fading away, ready to open myself in to a new beginning, because he was here protecting me.

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Hey readers!!!

Sorry for not updating, you all know that i've been busy!

And i really complaining about my school life!, JUST KIDDING!

anyways, while making my research for I.P. , i was updating this story for you guys

That's how much i love you!

Anyways thank you!

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cessyxoxo,

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