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Twenty || Depressed and stressed

I woke up, realizing that I'm finally 14. I also woke up, ready to pack my stuff to leave Los Angeles. I sat up on my bed, and I looked over to see Lexi and Blake sleeping together. I hope that's all that went down in that bed. They were so cute that I decided to get out of bed to take a picture of them to send to the chat.

Abby: guys look how cute Lexi and Blake are... *picture is insert here*

Hunter: they look very peaceful

Joey: they are cute I agree

Dylan: literally relationship goals right there.

brandon: Abby I need to talk to you!

Abby: I can't wait to go to Montana!! just because it's away from L.A traffic and basic-ness.

Abby: ok just p.m. me!!

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I got off my phone and decided to pack all of my stuff. I didn't really understand the way I felt. I really love Weston. No I fucking love Weston, as a friend and more. I just can't tell him that. I went into the bathroom to get all of my stuff and that revealed my blades. Nobody ever touched them, they didn't throw them away like what I thought they would. I grabbed them to throw them in the trash until something made me hold onto them. I squeezed so tight that the blades cut through my hands. I didn't feel anything. I felt empty on the inside. Bre was still the pathetic bitch I knew. She broke up with joey for no reason. Bre was one reason why I'm empty. Joey is a reason why I'm empty. Wes..... oh Weston is another reason why I'm left empty. And my baby hunter, is a reason why I'm left empty.

I threw away those blades, not wanting to see them ever again. I finished grabbing my stuff and walked out of the room. I carried my suitcase to the elevator to get down to the lobby. Before the elevator closed, someone came in. I continued to look down at the ground avoiding all eye contact. I look up to see Weston.

"Wes...? I.... I thought you already left??" I said stuttering.

"I was going to leave but my flight got delayed. So the next flight I could catch was today." He said looking directly into my eyes.

"I love you so fucking much Wes, you just don't understand..." I said about to cry.

We literally kept eye contact. Weston looked like he was about to cry. I grabbed his face and kissed him. And I felt butterflies in my stomach for the first time. With him, it felt different, than anyone else. The kiss was light, but then it got passionate. I never knew I could feel this way about my best friend. I pushed away and looked at his eyes, and never wanted to leave that spot. The elevator opened and it indicated that it was time to go.

"bye..... abby...." Weston said.

He looked back at me, grabbed my face and kissed me one last time before exiting the elevator.

Once he left, I felt tears rolling down my face. Do I love Weston? I waited for the elevator to stop at the lobby. Once the doors opened, I saw Bre and Cameron down there waiting for everyone to get down stairs to leave. I hurried up and wiped the tears across my face, trying to  hide the tears, but the tears kept rolling.

I started to walk towards Bre, to ask her some questions but I couldn't. I asked Cam where to put my bags, and he took them for me. I tryed to say thanks, but words couldn't come out of my mouth. It felt like my mouth was taped shut. I turned away, avoiding any eye contact with Bre. I sat in the nearest chair and waited for everyone to come downstairs. I waited and waited, until I eventually fell asleep.

"Abby...... abby"

"Abby..... ABBY!!!"

"ABIGAIL!!!"

I shot up looking around trying to figure out what was going on. I turn to see a face. And it was just Blake.

"Abby come on the car is waiting for us," Blake said.

I got up and walked out of the building with Blake. There was 3 cars and they all were full, besides the last one. I walked up to the car, and opened the door.

I was too depressed from me and Weston's kiss, that I didn't look at anyone in the car. I got in, buckled my seatbelt, and waited for the car to pull away from this hotel. The hotel that ruined everything for me.

The hotel wasn't that far away from the airport, so I everyone in the car sat in silence. I looked over to my left to see joey and hunter in the same car as me. Joey was sitting by the window, and hunter was sitting in the middle. Joey looked very depressed. He did just break up with a toxic bitch. And Hunter, he looked depressed too. I guess everyone is depressed. That's what Los Angeles does to you.

We arrived at the airport. I was about to unbuckle my seatbelt until I felt something heavy on my shoulder. Hunter was sleeping, and his head was on my shoulder. I kissed his forehead and slightly moved his head off of me. I unbuckled my seatbelt and opened the car door. I walked into the airport and went through security. After everyone went through security, I stood by Lexi the whole time. Every once in a while, she would look at me, wondering what I'm doing.

We finally got onto the plane, and the only seat that was left open was between Bre and Joey. That was the seat I didn't want to sit in. But I sat there anyways. I then knew, this was going to be the longest plane ride I will ever experience.

(Hey guys!!!!! I know it's almost been a year since I've updated this book, but I hope you guys will read it!! Tell me what you think! If you like it, and how you feel about Abby and WESTONNNNN❤️
love your authorrrrr)