I laid on Tals bed only in underwear, I felt dead inside.
"Rose....Please talk to me" Tal tries to get my attention.
"Tal I can't do this" i suddenly wake up from being dead.
"Do what?" Tal looked sad but at the same time confused.
"Being together like we are right now, kissing, making out... I-I can't" I could feel tears coming
"Why?" Tal looked down
"Because I'm breaking you heart Tal!..." there was a short silence.
"All the memories keeps popping back, I'm ruining you're life" I shed a tear.
"Rosie I've never felt happier in my life" Tal said stop looking down. I put to fingers under Tals chin and lift up his head.
"You can do so much better... I'm not good for you". Tal was crying too, silently trying not to let me notice.
"NO! Rosie we can get through this, i promise because I love you.." He tried hard to hold back his tears.
"But to do that.." he took at deeb breath
"You need to tell me about the episode with you're ex"
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Tal and I sat on the couch and I tried to tell him everything but it was hard. I've never told anyone before and all my emotions came with it. Tal looked understandable and held my hand the whole time until I was done.
"Rosie" Tal hugged you tightly while you cried in his shoulder making his t-short wet.
"Do you wanna sleep in my bed tonight?" Tal kissed my forehead while I lightly nodded.
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I laid on my side with Tal laying next to me. Tal turned around and put his arms around me making us spooning. Tal was always warm, never cold.
"Sleep well alright? And wake me up if anything happens" Tal whispers in my ear and kisses my cheek, the fact made me smile
