I wake up in my own bed still wearing smudged makeup and the clothes I wore yesterday. I get out of my bed and walks into the living room expecting no one to be there, instead Tal sat there with his head in his hands.
"Rosie! Look I'm sorry can we please talk!" He begs when he realize i stood here. His eyes were red.
"Get away from me!" I started tearing up running to my bedroom. I cried in my pillow making it sobbing wet
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'He slowly took off my shorts and kissed me on my stomach. "Dylan...." I tried making him stop, but he wouldn't'
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"Rose...." Tal sits on my bed rubbing my back
"I'm sorry, I feel like such a douchebag of a friend. It was totally wrong of me and-"
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'He pulls down my underwear and kissed my lower stomach'
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"It was really wrong of me, it's just because-"
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'He started pounding into me faster and faster'
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"You're so beautiful and I think I might love
you" he hesitated for a second.
"I understand if-"
I cut him of by hugging him.
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I might have hugged him for half and hour or so.
"I'm sorry" I whisper his ear. He tightened the hug.
"No" he says
"I'm sorry". His warmth breath gave me goosebumps.
I released from the hug to study him. His perfect features. I just wanted to kiss him. So badly. I felt like such an idiot for overreacting.
I put my hand on his neck and pulled him closer until my lips met his, it felt so right. I pulled away. He looked at me, and I looked at his swollen lips coming closer.
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He kissed my lips gently before moving down to my neck leaving wet marks
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'He hooked of my bra while leaving wet kisses on my neck'
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I pushed Tal away and ran into the bathroom and locked the doors. Now I just sat there in the middle of the bathroom, crying. I had my head in between my legs and I just cried. Every time a came to a new realization I cried again. Tal will never want me, I cried, I will never survive a relationship without remembering 'Him', I cried again. After crying for an hour I came out to see a confused and sad Tal
"Rose...I was so worried, are you okay?" He had cried, again.
"Tal..." a tear left my eye and ran down my cheek.
"I...I-I was sexually assaulted when I was 17 by my ex" the words felt so weird coming out of my mouth, like I had gone fishing for them.
"Rosie...." Tal ran over and hugged me.
Tal hugging me was the best feeling ever. I cried into his shoulder.
"Rosie I'm so sorry.....If only I knew I would've never-"
"Kiss me..." I said silently. Tal looked me directly in my eyes.
"Please...Kiss me" I said softly begging him.
He loosened the grip of my hips and softly kissed my lips.
I took him by the neck and kissed him again this time with more power. I jumped onto him making sure he had hold of me and he dragged me to his bedroom. He laid me down gently and took off his shirt. He hovered over me and kissed me again, letting a light moan escape from his lips.
"Tal.." I broke the kiss
"I'm sorry... You're just so beautiful I-I couldn't help myself" he gasped. I kissed him once more and he crashed next to me. I softly stroked his hair while he was falling asleep. I barely slept.
I just stared at Tal.
What a long chapter holy.... Did you like it? Well I hope you did, it took me an hour, but goodnight x
