REAL LIFE【YoonSeok】

💜THIRTY

Namjoon's pov:-

I force myself out of the bed and pick up my sleeping and exhausted baby. I put him in the tub of warm water and I slip into water taking him on my laps. I slowly clean us as I am tired too. I have so much work lately. Thankfully i have jin to relieve my stress.

But he has changed now. Yesterday he met hoseok at his work, and since then he has been asking weird questions about our relationship. Like, What is he to me? What do i think of him? What is future for us? Etc. Cant he understand that I love him? Isn't it enough? Should I give him identity like boyfriend or mate to prove my love? Why does he still think that I think of him as only slave, pet or toy?! Because that's not true! I might be poor at expressing in words but I really only love him. I have never involved with anyone else sexually since he has arrived in my life.

I soak our bodies holding him closer to my body. He knows I can't give him boyfriend's status while living under the same roof as my father. He knows I can't allow him work like normal person here. He knows all and still acting like this. Making me look like a bad person. I have plans to make him my husband in future, when me and yoongi will get all of our heir. Till then I can't make my father unhappy like Yoongi. He has to understand that.

I kiss his lips before carrying him out of bathroom. I put him on bed and dry his body. He opens his eyes once but as he checks, it's just me wiping him he closes them again. Thankfully he still trusts me. I put a sugarglider-onesie on him. I know he likes it and so do I. My little adorable baby. My sugar baby.

I climb on bed with him and spoon him into my arms. I have only two hours for resting before going out again. One of my friends have thrown a party and I have to go. I hate leaving my baby here alone but I can't deny my friends either. I have already denied them last two times in a row.

I carefully get up again, and replace myself with a pillow. I dress myself. I know jin is fully exhausted and he won't wake up untill I come back. He has started asking me to meet my friends again. I don't understand why! I actually made sure that meeting my friends was bad experience for him. So that he won't ask again. But I guess it wasnt bad enough!.

Actually when Yoongi took hoseok out to meet his friend jimin, jin was insisting so much to meet mine. But I couldn't let him meet. I know my friends. Even though they are good with me, they wont accept jin as one of us. They will always look at him at slave. I don't want him to get hurt. Mentally or physically.

So i keep jin away from them. My friends know I have a personal slave and they have begged me to show him to them. But I have never actually. When last time I took out jin to meet friends, i actually made some fake friends for one night. I had offered them money to pretend as my friends. I told them to make jin uncomfortable too. So that jin wouldn't want to meet them again. I hate myself. I know I shouldn't do this, but I have no choice. I hope Jin doesn't know about this ever and i can take this to my grave.

Once, I will marry jin, he won't be slave anymore. He will get last name. Proper identity. Then I will take him to meet my friends. Till then I have to hide him. Specially from my friend Jaebum. I know him well. He has asked me thousands times about jin but I never told him anything. He is good guy but he treats slaves like toys. He has even offered me to have threesome with jin.

I drive myself to the 5star hotel where there is jaebum's party. He greets me showing his grin. "Hya! Namjoon! Alone again?"
I just smile in reply. "When are you going to show me your little hottie? Still hiding from me ha?"
"F*ck off Jaebum! Stop calling him that"

"What else can I do? You don't even tell me his name" he frowns.
"It's unnecessary. Really. Anyway where is my scotch?"
He scoffs and we walk towards drinks section.