You should hate me | Yoonmin ff

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FOUR

Yoongi

Once we arrived at the familiar sight of my parents' house in the middle of Busan, she harshly pushed me inside and slammed the door closed.

My parents weren't home, as I expected. They were gonna come back home tomorrow morning from their vacation. So it was just the two of us.

The only thing that could be heard in the house was Jennie's heavy breathing. Her gaze combined with her clenched teeth just screamed full-on anger. She looked like she was about to kill me.

"Jennie, what's wrong? Why are you so angry?"

*slap*

She slapped me right in the face. I put my left hand against my burning cheek as a reflex. "I can't believe you don't even know what you did wrong!"

I had to tell myself a thousand times not to hurt her back before responding. After all, losing her would make me lose everything.

"Then tell me. And don't slap me."

She ran her hands through her light-brown locks of hair out of frustration. "You ignored me back at the restaurant."

"I didn't, I was just-"
It was at this moment that I realized I had no single excuse. Her accusation was right.

"You were just focusing on someone else..", Jennie sighed. I went silent, thinking of an explanation.

"That singer, what's his name? Do you know him? Why were your eyes glued on him?

"I just thought he's a very talented person, that's why I kept looking."

She shook her head. "No, no, no, you were stáring at him, like you just fell in love! Do you.. like him more than me? AND DON'T LIE TO ME!"

"I'm not gay!"

I tried to sound as truthful as possible despite this being the biggest lie I've ever spoken.

"I always look like that when I'm amazed. But you amaze me even more, Jennie. You're the only one I love, you know that right?"

I deeply cringed inside.

Jennie nodded before putting her arms around my shoulders and snuggling her face in the crook of my neck. "I... I'm just afraid of losing you. I mean, you just réálly looked.. in love"

"Shh" I could feel her body trembling as she started sobbing. Ugh, when is she done? I patted her hair, not knowing how to comfort a girl. "It's okay, It's okay."

"I'd never leave you." I lied. But she must've believed me, because the sobbing stopped.

I lifted her up, took her to my bedroom and layed her down on my bed gently.

"Get some rest" I said, wanting her to shut up and go to sleep, while tucking her in. I was so tired because of her, all I wanted to do was just sleep.

I walked over to the switch and turned the yellow lights off. "Goodnight." I layed down beside her, facing the other side.

-

I was on the verge of falling asleep when I felt a hand stroking under my shirt. It was Jennie. Her cold fingers drew circles on my warm skin. It wasn't long before I felt her weight on top of me. "Jennie, what are y-"

I was cut off by her lips smashing against mine.

She slightly pulled away after a few seconds. "I'm claiming you, so you'll never get distracted by someone else again."

No.. I don't want this, not with her. Not with a girl..

Before her lips could reach mine again, I jerked my head away, denying the kiss. "C'mon Yoongi, I know you want to.." "Stop"

Instead of stopping, she grabbed the back of my neck and forced me towards her. "I need you. And I'm going to have you whether you want to or not", she whispered in my right ear.

Her mouth traveled towards my neck and her hand lowered towards my belt. "I said stop, now!"

I was determined not to let her have her way. So I pushed her off me with all my strength.

Then it got quiet. I layed back down, facing the other way again. Hoping this will never happen again.

The silence got disturbed by the sound of a zipper opening, and closing afterwards.

I screamed as I felt a sting pierce through my neck. The pain spreading through my whole body. The last thing I heard was Jennie whispering something inaudible before everything became blurry. And then pitch black.

-

I woke up to the bright sunlight, which was irritating my eyes. I could feel my body resting on a cold surface. Where am I and why do I feel so dizzy?

I carefully tried to stand up on my weak legs, before looking at my surroundings.

I was alone, naked. Clothes were scattered everywhere across my room. The sheets were off the bed. My brain wasn't able to process..

Out of a sudden, my neck began to sting. The feeling was all too familar.

Jennie

My eyes widened. "Oh my god.." I started tearing up when my memory came back and realization hit me.

I held my head as I started panicking. "No..", I whispered. My mind became a storm, millions of thoughts scattered across every memory.

I couldn't comprehend the situation.

With a loud thump, I crashed on the floor due to my legs giving up. The impact of the fall hurt my body, but that pain didn't hurt as much as the fact that she just.. she just..

I cried on the floor, my hands still holding my head. "Please, tell me it's not true." I begged, again, and again, and again.

What did she do to me? I had know. I had to be sure.

Suddenly, I heard knocking on the window. My head turned to where the sound was coming from.

"Is someone there?" A soft male voice was heard, which I immediately recognized.