Ch.6

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by panpot8o

by panpot8o

Yay! I uploaded! P.s this is right after the last ch.

Alec's pov

   "Wanna hang later today?" Crystal asks, sounding hopeful "I'll have to ask my mom, so maybe tomorrow or the next day?". I think mom's buissnus trip ends tonight, Chris is always good when she's here "Ya, of course!" C the nickname Alec gave Crystal is C looks a bit disappointed. "Do you need me to drop you off?" C asks it would be better then walking with the... bruises "Sure, thanks"
As we get in the car C asks some questions "Where's your mom?" mom, where is she...? I think it's New York "She's on a business trip in New York"
C seems awestruck "Wow, NY, that's amazing. So how is your mom and dad with you being pan? Or are you not out?" I sadden, parents, I wish dad was here "Mom and... Chris don't approve, I've told them..." C apparently has the same situation buy isn't out

   Time skip brought by tøp

As I walk in the door mom -- Dawn -- scares me in a bear hug "Hi sweety!! I missed you so much! How were you? How are you? Did you find your soulmate?" She assaults me with questions. "I missed you too, I was fine, I am awesome now that your here, and no" I feel horrible about lying to her about my soulmate, I know she won't hate me, she wouldn't approve, but dad would. I didn't tell her because Chris would be more... him around me. After hanging out with mom i went to my room, and did my homework, then I just sat in silence. Bad thing happen, I start to think, and think, and think, it not good things, why would it be? I succumbed to my sadness,walked up to my door and locked it, and then grabbed razor blade
She doesn't love you
Slice
She will reject you once she sees how horrible you are
Slice
Your parents hate you
Slice
DAD would still be alive if you shut up
Slice
Everyone would be happy if you cut too deep
Slice Slice Slice
After 7 cuts I put my blade up wrap myself up. What if C can see the cuts! Shit! Shit! No, she'll leave me! I draw two eyes in purple , she makes a smile in black and I put tears in blue. She draws a red and blue heart around and put a name to the face Alec that's cute. Mom calls me to dinner and after that I go to bed.

Hope you like, more people interested then I thought so I might do more