letters to zoey♡

Please get help

Jaymis p.o.v

Guys why are you inside its a beautiful day! paul says opening the blinds letting the light take over the darkness of the room we were sitting in. What do you want us to do paul I say looking up at him. I want you guys to get some fresh air, youve not been out since zoey died and its not healthy. Once those words left his mouth everything went slient, why did he have to bring my sister up?My sister who just died because of cancer?Maybe we are happy like this jj growls.Go outside, for at least an hour pauls says ignoring what jj just growled at him.

      

                                       We are fine inside paul niall syas trying to get paul to let us to stay inside. No your, you guys are falling apart and you all know that zoey would not like you guys to be like this!! Well paul we are like this I sigh sadly. Please get help... you guys are not the same anymore... yous are depressed I can see it.. please just get help for zoey, for the fans but must of all yourselfs. Paul says, his voice breaking half way through it. We dont need help ashtons says sadly. Please paul begs, letting a tear go do his face.Okay well go I sigh, everyone looks at me like I have 2 heads, but we wont enjoy it I finish what I was saying. Right why dont I take you guys to nandos? Paul asks rubbing his large hands together.

   

                                     Everyone nods thier heads and mumble a yes. We all get up and go to the van, I sit in between george and luke.We all sit quielty,  the only sound getting made is us breathing, it reminds me the first time zoey came into this van

*flashback*

Zoey come we all shout, as she comes running up and hugging me. She then looks at the van. Nooo wayyy!Its sooo cool she says in awe as she looks in it.Well come on little red we dont have all day niall jokes before getting in the van. Zoey rolls her eyes then gets in the van too. She sits next to luke and george. Luke made zoey hold his guitar,  all of a sudden she started to play I miss you by blink 182. Wow luke breathes out, then she starts to sing, shes amazimg.

*Flashback over*

No one ever sits in zoey seat, that was her seat. When we got to nandos everyone got peri peri chicken and chips. We get it in silence,  if zoey was here we would all be laughing, talking, having a good time. So I was thinking we could go shopping to get some sweets then you guys could have a sunday night harry potter night like you used to. Everyone just stared at paul, we only had them because zoey loved that movie, I meam she could say all the lines off by heart. Sure why not I sigh. Paul gives me a hopeful smile, I give him a fake smile back. Paul pays for the food then we go to walmart. We get all of the things zoey used to love. Oreos, pop tarts, twinkes, skittles, jelly tots, spicy bikers, strawberries, salted popcorn, strawberry milk, sunny d, ben and jerrys cookie dough.