letters to zoey♡

Letter no 1

hem to paul and he wound send them to ..... zoeys house in the glasgow.

Jaymis p.o.v

Right guys here is paper, pens, envoples and stamps for your letters paul says handing us bags, we all mumble a thank you.We then go into our rooms.So I have to write a letter?To zoey? I dont see the point,  zoey isnt going to get or write back to us?They say we are depressed,  we are not!They would be like us if they went through what we have. Confused?

                    

                                                         Zoey was my little sister, she had just turned 13.I was going on tour and it was summer break so she came on tour with me. Turns out she had camcer. Fast foward, it was almost time for zoey to leave because of her illness. There was a meet and greet. Zoey and josh d just then a fan came in and told us that zoey had given them our numbers at first we didnt believe them but then they showed us there phones and in thier contacts was our numbers!We were furious! Five minutes later zoey walked in with a huge grin on her face

       

                                                                          Once she saw how angry we were she stopped dead in her tracks, whats up with yous she said still smiling like an idiot.  Why did you do it z?Niall ask zoey. She looks lost do what she asks. You gave a fan our numbers I growl. No I never she gasps hurt shown in her eyes. Then why did a fan tell us you did and showed us our numbers in her phone I ask her. I dont know she whispers. Please dont lie to us michael sighs. Im not! I didnt give her your numbers, I would never do that. How can you lie to us like this z?I ask her. How can you not believe me she says tears filling her eyes.

                                                   Maybe you should leave the tour for a while zoey zayn sighs we all nod our heads, zoey just walks off. I should have followed her, but I didnt.

I sat down grabbed paper a pan and began to write a letter.

Dear Zoey

               Hey, zoey. Its me jaymi. But I bet you knew that from my hand writing. You see im a mess, I mean we all are a mess. We miss you like crazy. Paul says that we should write letters to you. One from each of us. But why?Why did you leave you promised you wouldnt.

               I just got you as a sister then I lost you. Its my falut, I was the one who you trusted, I broke your trust and I hate myself for it. I remember you only like to wear the blue hollister spray.Some times when all 13 of us are alone we spray some around the room and it feels like your there with us but we know your not.

                                                                                                         

We still phone you. Every night before we go to bed. Yes we know your not going to pick up, we do it to hear your amswer phone. I know it off by heart. "Hey sorry I cant pick up right now, so please drop your name after the beep and I will phone you when I can *giggles*"beep. Your giggle was the cutest giggle ever. Everyone loved your giggle. Everyone loved you.

                                                              I also remeber how you were good at like everything you did. You were the best at ice skating and gymnastics.  Remeber the first ice skating comp I went to, I was with josh, jj and george. You had fallen out with them at that point.  I wish I could right more but there is not even space on this page. I love and miss you zoey.

    

Love

          Jaymi xx

I put it in the envolpe and put a stamp on it then left it on my table and went to get the lads.