First Love // JIKOOK [not continuing anymore]

Chapter 1

In the Mood for Love

Jimin's POV

"Babe, why don't we try to find a new apartment for us to live in? We could afford a bigger one since we will be working now" my girlfriend Lisa back hugs me "Lisa, about that, I have to talk to you" I breathed heavily as I faced her and held her arms "Let's sit on the couch" I suggest as I walked towards the couch with her hand intertwined with mine. "What is it Jimin?" she cups my face "I'm leaving" I say "What do you mean you're leaving?" Lisa takes her hands away from my face and starts fiddling with the hem of my shirt "I'm going back to Korea" I look down

"Why?" Lisa says with a shaky voice

Please don't cry, I don't want to do this either.

"I've been living in America for my whole life Lisa" I swept my hair back, stopping myself from crying again. "I know that Jimin, but please stay" she begs me "Lisa, I love you, okay? But it's time for me to go back to my hometown. I can't stay here forever, I can barely speak fluent Korean now!" I sighed "No Jimin" she bites her nails "You're not going!" Lisa started to yell as she grabs a fistful of her hair and starts hitting herself "Hey hey hey" I grab her arms "Don't hurt yourself" I hugged her "Just please stay" she cried as she hit me "I don't know Lisa, my parents wants me to go back home." I sighed and stroked her hair

I love you Lisa

"Please just stay, think of me. How will I be without you? I'm nothing without you Jimin, you made me into a better person" she looked at me "Lisa, your life does not revolve around me. You will live without me, you're still you with or without me. You made yourself into a better person, cause you know I was a bad influence before" I lightly shook her shoulders "Can't believe you just said that to me Jimin" she sarcastically laughed as she pushed my hands away.

"My life doesn't revolve around you? You have got to be kidding me Jimin! We have been dating since 2nd year of high school, 6 damn years Jimin! For your information, my life does revolve around you because you are my boyfriend who I plan to live with for the rest of my life. I was such a mess without you, when we didn't date I was such a huge mess! I would go around and mess with people and treat them like shit! You taught me how to be a better person" she furiously yelled at me

"Lisa, your life does not revolve around me. I am not the source of your life, understand? I am your boyfriend, I am not the one who made you. For your information, you were already a sweet and nice person when we started dating. You just choose people who you become nice to, unlike me who used to have a relationships with guys and screw them" I crossed my arms

"Don't even bring up that gay shit you did Jimin. You will stay here in America and live with me. Go talk to your parents and tell them you will never be going home" she huffs and slams the door as she leaves me alone.

"Eomma, Appa, I think I won't be going back there to Korea" I sighed as I sat on the bed me and Lisa were sharing.

Lisa hasn't gone home yet, she's probably staying at her friends how. This is how she is when she gets mad at me.

"Waeyo?" Appa asks "Lisa wants me to stay with her" I tried to sound happy about it.

I love Lisa but I don't want her to make my decisions. Especially if it includes me going back home to Korea.

"That girl again? Does your life revolve around her Jimin?" eomma asks with an irritated tone "Aniyo eomma! We both love each other, we can't let each other go" I chuckled forcefully "Break up with her" appa says in a strict tone