Yo X, this chapter is for you dawg. Rest easy.
Sayori and I enter a hallway, and I show her to her room. A full bed and everything else she may need.
Sayori: Wow, thanks, but, you really didn't need to do this. I'm not really worth it.
Her depression, okay, gotta hit this right.
(y/n): Not worth it, why?
Sayori: Well, Im just not. I'm taking up your time and just being selfish. I'm taking over one of your rooms. *smiles but tears up* Just absolutely sel-
(y/n): Sayori stop, that word your using, you have the complete and utter wrong meaning behind it.
I grab her shoulders and make her face me.
(y/n): Let me ask you a series of questions. Why aren't you worrying about you in the slightest?
Sayori: Well
(y/n): Why aren't you trying to make everyday your best day?
Sayori: Um
(y/n): You believe in all of us, why don't you believe in yourself?
Sayori: *tears streaming down her face* Becau-
(y/n): Your doing what you love, but why don't you love yourself?
Sayori: *crying* Because I'm se-
(y/n): Sayori, why are you letting your depression define you? Haven't you realized, your in the real world now? You have free control now, of your personality, how you feel. Everyone has a message before they pass, correct?
Sayori: *crying* I-I guees.
(y/n): Well don't you want to live as long as you can to see your message pan out then?
She starts to wipe away her tears and nods her head.
(y/n): Exactly. And don't you have dreams of your own?
She nods her head.
(y/n): Lemme tell you, people are gonna tell you things you ain't gonna like. But understand again, this ain't no video game. No ones going to make your depression worse but you. No ones gonna lower your self-esteem but you.
Sayori: *hugs me* I understand (y/n), thank you.
(y/n): Your welcome Sayori. Okay, let's get this noose of you.
*At the Computer*
Monika and Yuri were still watching the video that (y/n) had put up. Natsuki shortly joined them. All of a sudden they all hear something from another room in the house.
(y/n): Why is this thing so tight!?
All three girls look up.
Sayori: Go lighter!
(y/n): If I go lighter this thing is gonna slip right back to where it was. The faster I go, the faster this thing pops off!
Sayori: Fine just hurry, this really hurts!
N, Y, M: Uhhhhhh
After a few minutes of grunting and struggling,
(y/n): Okay, it's off.
Sayori: Finally, okay, thanks (y/n).
(y/n): No problem, now, *walks out to living room* where do I put this thing?
(y/n) then notices the girls looking at him.
(y/n): What?
End
This chapter was inspired by XXXTentacion. He was only 20 years old when he was shot two days ago in South Florida. Dude was an amazing rapper, put his true feelings into a lot of his raps. I can't say for sure that this dude was gonna be the next Em or Pac, but I believe that he could've been great. Not many of new rappers in the game today put there heart and soul into their music like X. They just dont do that anymore. Believe it or not but X had and was able to deal with his depression. Which is why he highlighted in his last live stream that you can't let your depression define you, and while he had a short time to make a statement, give his message with every rap and concert, and tell his story to those who were willing to listen he still took advantage of the chance he was given. We gonna miss you bro.
R.I.P.X
Rest Easy
We all miss you.
