madison high

finally

i take a deep breath from what i just said .. i cant belive i actually did it , im happy , but worried , what if what just came out of my mouth ruins everything .. "lyns , i kind o-" he was stopped by my mom walking in we both turn our heads towards the door as she starts talking , "come in guys its getting late and dinner is ready" . "okay were coming" i answer . god damn , really mom ? now i dont know what he was going to say to me , he couldve said he kind of has feelings for someone else or he kinda likes me too . she always comes at the wrong time .. literally . during dinner i couldnt stop looking at him , thinking what he was gonna say . i just hope this wont change anything , at all . as dinner went on they just talked and talked and talked , i looked down at my phone and read a message from 'middle school bully' , "hows high school ? any different ? still look like the same little ugly girl ? hahaha" i sat up from the tabel , walked upstairs , put on my headphones , and layed down .

i thought i heard a knock on the door but i wasnt sure so i just layed there , eyes closed , and music in . someone tapped my shoulder , i didnt know who , so i pretended i was sleeping , "i know your awake lyns , lets talk" josh voice says , but i didnt care , so i continued to pretend i was sleeping . but i guess josh didnt care , so he started tickling me . i sit up , and then he sits on my bed with me , and starts talking "soo .. like i was saying earlier , lyns , i kind of like you too ... i know your my bestfriend and all , but ive liked you for a while , and woah it feels good to get that out" ahh i cant believe he just said thattt !! i didnt know what to do , so i just hugged the shit outta him !! then we fell to the floor , and he put me on the bottom so i thought we ware going into a tickling war , but he says "lyns will you go out with me ?", "yes yes yes yes yes" , oops , maybe shouldnt have answered so happily , then he leans in and kisses me !! whattt ?!!? ahhhh my crush // boyfriend kissed me ! oh em geee !! then he pulled out of it . "goodnight joshy" i said smiling , "goodnight lyns" he said smiling . ahhh today couldnt have been any more perfect , 7-11-14 .