Metanoia

Chapter One

A/N: Lovely gentlemen on the side is the handsome Klaryence

Theres a moment in everyone's life where you take a step back and evaluate life. You think i need to change i need to be someone different. So you turn around and walk away. You walk down this new path and things go great you're finally getting somewhere. Then Boom. you find yourself alone. your at rock bottom. Either you fell on your ass or you were dropped there, carpet was pulled from under your feet; whatever reason, your in a dark place now. Good. Now you can really start over and become the person you want to be because you're starting from scratch. My names eemagine and this is how i started over.

Being twenty is complete and utter bull. No one knows what they are doing. No one. if someone says they knew when they were fifteen they wanted to do this and that they most likely are lying. If they aren't kudos to them. i'm in the majority percent where i'm two years out of high school and haven't "found myself" yet.. Whats my option now that i'm average and don't know what to do? Oh you need to find a man to support you. NO! I really dont. Ill figure it out eventually. Maybe. Till then ill go to where i realized i needed to change right before i quit working at a grocery store.  School. I need to go back to school. If in highschool it worked as a way to find yourself then college is going to do so also. Thankfully i'm going to have Klaryence there my best friend hes a bit out there and wiley but hes the most loyal and passionate person you could have as a friend.

I look over to him as we walk into Blyth Rite University to get our books for the semester. i can't believe he convinced me to come. i look around the bright lit halls to see if i see anyone from our highschool..nope thats a good thing considering i was the school dork. I do not want to go through the awkward part of school. The awkward settings, conversations and the awkward dating. I don't mind dating i've had dates before usually klaryence setting me up on blind dates but they never fit. In the first moments i can tell if i like the person or not its one of my gifts. Thats why its so hard for me to make friends. I'm a were-coyote. I can make on the spot decisions on any situation due to my animalistic survival instincts. Coyotes either look for a pack or are loners depending on their attitudes. well were-coyotes anyways. Klaryence is my pack hes all i've got really. No hes not a coyote but he is a shifter haha i always laugh when i think of his shift. I just look at his ears his pointy elf ears, the only indication to what he shifts into a fennec fox.

hahaha "what are you laughing at?" i look up from my conversation with myself to look at klaryence smirking at me. "Nothing just thinking about how much i love your ears" i say honestly. Klaryence blushes and looks away to begin walking in that direction to his class. "you're so weird. we have to go to class i'll meet you by my car after our classes to take you to work. Ok?" he states while pulling me into a hug. I nod my head as i breathe in his musky and sunkissed scent that always brings me comfort. "don't worry if anything happens message me" he laughs hitting my head. One of our abilities being a "pack" even though an unconventional one is that we can communicate through a mindlink. "by klaryence" "bye theo" oh did i mention i'm transgender. Today is my first official day as theo carter my real self. I hope no one recognizes me today i'm not scared or ashamed i just dont want to be ridiculed. i walk into my history class and am immediately hit with the scent of fresh cut grass and lemon. oh crap no oh crap. i turn to my left and standing in front of one of the long rows of tables and chairs is a very happy growling boy. If he was shifted his tail would be wagging. i can smell the wolf on him. He turns his gorgeous brown eyes left and right searching for his mate. Then his eyes land on mine confused and questioningly says "Mate". My instincts kick in and i run no sprint to klaryence's car sending klaryence an urgent "message" to meet me there. As soon as i cut the mindlink i hear well rather smell the wolf boy behind me running to catch up. i enter a nearby building and jump to the second floor and into the elevator going down. i hear a growl and more running. i get off the elevator to hear another growl from upstairs and across the building i take this as my opportunity and run to klaryence who conveniently pulled up to the building. I jump in and before i can tell him to step on it, my window is being pounded on by wolf boy. "what are you waiting for, directions?? GO!" klaryence tries to get over his shock as realization hits then mischief laces his smirk as he begins pressing on the gas pedal " Ok babe dont worry" "what!?!" i hear wolf boy growl and jump over the car to klaryence side. Klaryence takes the momentary confusion and drama to get out of the school's now wolf infested parking lot. oh joy im mated to a wolf and from the looks of it hes the apha. wait he's a he. "DAMMIT" i yell at the top of my lungs. "shit theo what?" klaryence asks after gaining control of the car after he swerved it.