Lovely// G.B.D

Stay

-But you never go away-
       - So I guess I gotta stay now-
Bella's POV

Once again I am awoken up, to go back to hell. It is Thursday though so I'm almost free. As you probably can see, I hate school. My parents still aren't back, which I am okay with.

    Once I get out of the warmth of my bed I get ready for school. I'm still not feeling it so once again I wears sweats. Maybe tomorrow I'll try to look decent. Then I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and my hair. I don't bother with my makeup anymore.

    I head downstairs and go to the kitchen for an apple. Grabbing my keys I head to my car. Once I get to school I spot my friends. "What's up fuckers?" I say quoting one of my favorite vine references.

They all respond and we start talking until the bell rings. Now I have Math with Ana, who has died her hair purple. It suits her.

We get through the math lesson rather quickly and are allowed to work on our homework. I get my notebook and start on my homework. After getting through at least 5 problems I start getting a little emotional.

I remember the guy from yesterday and smile a bit. I grab my phone from my bag and scroll until I find a contact with no name and text it. I put my phone down and not even a minute I get a response. I immediately feel a bit better.

-Skip to lunch-

I finally get to our lunch table to see all my friends on their phones'. Assholes. "Hey guys." I exclaim wanting attention. They all say "hey" back but don't look up.

I chow down my lunch and leave the table annoyed with my friends. I go out to the hallway and sit down. I text the mystery guy again, feeling unloved and hopeless.

Finally he finds me and hugs me. I love his hugs. He rubs my back soothingly as I starts to sob. "Sometimes I really want to die. Sometimes I'm so ready to give up, and that scares me. And at lunch I was already feeling like shit, and my friends just ignored me. That made me feel ten times worse."

"Hey. That's okay. Everyone goes through a terrible patch in their life. Some worse than others. You will get through this. I promise you. I'll be right by your side. I know so many people make promises they break, but this one won't." He told me.

We eventually just left the school. I couldn't stop crying so he brought me to his car. We eventually ended up in front of a Five Guys, making me smile.

We go inside and I place my order, but he insists on paying so I give in. We sit down with our burgers and fries and start to eat. He finishes first.

"Let me tell you a bit about my self" he says taking a sip of his cherry coke. "So you are probably wondering many things. I will answer one question; Why am I helping you?" I nod my head as a signal to keep talking.

"Well okay. For starters, I see you around school aa lot. I mainly see you alone in the hallways or hear you crying the bathroom. At one point I didn't even know you had friends, no offense. I started seeing you hangout with people realizing they are your friends,
and that they can bring a smile to your face. So thats how I know what your going through. You are codependent on others for your happiness, which isn't good." He says while I'm still listening.

"Now I recognized what you were going through because I went through that same shit. Believe me when I tell you it fucking sucks. Because when you are all alone you feel unloved, helpless, unwanted and more.
I know what that can do to a human. About a year back I was dating this girl. She was my happiness, my everything. And one day she cheated on me. I was heartbroken and did not know what to do. I was so depressed I couldn't go to school or hangout with people, everyone was worried. Eventually I got better, by myself though, and that took a long and painful process. I don't want you going through that shit." He tells my with tears threatening to slip.

" I want you to promise me two things. If you ever need someone, look for me or text me, whatever, just don't hold it in. And secondly please don't end it all, I know it's tempting, but you have a bright future ahead of you, this is just some fog." He says.

"This is where I'd pretend not to accept your plea. But you never go away, so I guess I got to stay now." I tell him smiling.
Authors Note
Ayyyyy another chapter. This one seems okay:) hopefully they can get better nowXD