Lost It All (Michael Clifford)

She's like perfection

This is the first time writing in Michael's POV!!!! If you Gus like it, tell me and I'll write as him more often! Anyway the story...

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Michael.

I don't know if I should hold her hand or not. She thinks I can't see her looking at me, but I do. I can't say anything, when she looks away, I always watch her. Seeing how her emotions change. The way her arms away when she walks. Her hair slightly blowing in the wind. I feel like I should hold her hand. I feel like I should do a lot if things. I know there's something about her, something hidden, deep within her. She always looks down with a frown on her face when I compliment her. She doesn't think she's beautiful, but she is. I'm not just saying it either. She's the most beautiful girl I've ever laid my eyes upon. She just doesn't see it.

You see, I don't know how to confess to her that I love her, but if I ever did she probably wouldn't believe me. She believes what she hears and what she sees. I just wish she could see the beauty.

When I look at her, I see, I beautiful young woman, with the most amazing blue eyes. They sparkle when the sun hits them. Her hair and the way it sits just below her butt. Her little nose, her cheeks, her teeth, her smile. That smile, her real smile. Makes the world stop turning for a second. When she smiles it's amazing, the way her eyes crinkle when she does, the way her dimples show. The way her teeth are perfect. When she smiles it makes it look like there is no pain. But there is. I just know it. I need her to understand that she can trust me. She can tell me anything.

After a whole lot of thinking I take a risk. I intertwine my fingers with hers. I don't know what's running through her mind but I know what's going through mine. She held it back. I think I even saw her blush.

We finally decide it would be a good idea to go home, I don't like the fact that she has to go back there. I mean with her brother. I take another risk and miss the turn for her street. Her brother was back home, his car was outside.

"Michael, my house is that way" her voice sleepy.

"I'm not taking you back there, I don't want you to have to put up with that, your brother, I mean" I couldn't leave her with him.

"Michael, come on I need to go home, I need to shower and then..I..need..to..sleep.." She could barley keep her beautiful eyes open.

I pulled up in front of my house. I still lived with my mum. I get out of the car and then make my way to the passenger side. I pick her up, surprised at how light she was, and take her inside.

"Micha-" my mother just looked at me.

"I'll explain in a minuet, let me put her in my bed." I carried her up the stairs and placed her on my bed. Her eyes fluttered open.

"Michael, I can't sleep in this" she was extremely tired. I gave her some clothes to sleep in. She got herself changed and then I helped her get back into my bed. Once she fell asleep, I left the room, heading downstairs.

"Who's that" my mum was beaming.

"That, that was May, and I've known her three days and I think I'm in love with her" I breath heavily, it felt nice to say that.

"Mickey's in love!" I rolled my eyes and went back upstairs. I changed my clothes and noticed she had naturally moved herself to one side of the bed, so cute, I climb in beside her. She turns a little so her face is facing me.

How can someone look so perfect when they're asleep? I take in her qualities. Her eyes lightly pressed closed, the way her lips are slightly parted. She was perfectly silent, all you can hear is her breathing. She opens her eyes, smiles at me and leans her head on my chest. She's literally trying to kill me. She's like perfection! I put my arm around her and she got herself comfy, so did I. She whispered a breathy 'goodnight Michael' and that was the last I heard from her.

I fell asleep with her. No better way to end the day..

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So what so you think? I like it because it explains May from his eyes. I felt like she needed to be described and there was no better way to do it! So I hope you like it! Thank you for reading I love you..❤️