xxi. i love you

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WARNING!
this chapter includes suicidal thoughts, and an attempt. please scroll to the next chapter if bothered.
































TWO WEEKS LATER!

baby bean
| i've been getting hated on a lot recently.
| because i'm bi, because i'm not good for you, and they even get into other things. i don't know how they know it.
| it's so overwhelming, there's more hate than love. i can't take it.
| i'd like to think some of the stuff they say to me isn't true, but it is.

baby noah is typing!

baby bean
| and i'm sorry to hurt you like this, i never wanted to hurt you.

baby noah
| vincent oh my god
| call me.
| why aren't you answering?
| VINCENT DEAN WISE PICK UP THE FUCKING PHONE
| VINCENT

baby bean
| i have pills next to me, and i'm sorry that i ever hurt you. 911's already on their way. i love you so much.

baby noah
| NO, YOU CAN'T DO THIS.
| don't let them do that to you.
| i love you, okay? that's the only thing that matters, I LOVE YOU.

baby bean
| but do you really?
| i just wanna tell you that i love you
| i don't wanna hurt you by doing this, but it'll hurt either way. i love you so much.

baby noah
| NO, VINCENT
| OH MY GOD
| VINCENT
| PICK UP YOUR FUCKING PHONE
| NOW
| VINCENT DEAN WISE I SAID FUCKING ANSWER
| OH MY GOD NO
| NO
| VINC
| BABY :(





























INCOMING CALL FROM baby noah!

ACCEPT DECLINE





























baby noah
| vincent please answer the fucking phone
| please don't tell me you're doing this
| please please please FUCKING ANSWER
| YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE & NEED YOU AND TO SEE THIS HAPPENING TO YOU MAKES ME SICK TO MY STOMACH
| YOU DON'T DESERVE THE HATE
| I WANTED YOU TO TRY HARDER BABY :(

baby bean
| how can i try harder... when... i'm constantly being told to kill myself... all because i'm bisexual...?
| i already took the pills. i'm gonna finish it up. i love you forever.

baby noah
| OH MY GOD VINCENT NO
| I LOVE YOU
| IM SHAKINF PLESAE ANSWRR YOUR FUCKING PHONE
| PLEASE I LOVR YOU
| YOU HAVE SO MUCH BEHIND YOU BABE
| YOU'VE CONQUERED SO MANY OBSTACLES
| YOU'RE MY ROCK
| PLEASE ANSWER TOUR FUCKING PHONE
| OH MY GOSH








































INCOMING CALL FROM baby noah!

ACCEPT DECLINE










































INCOMING CALL FROM baby noah!

ACCEPT DECLINE

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