Asking Alexandria [Fan Fiction]

Chapter Four

I'm sorry if I make Austin Carlile seem like a dick but I needed some kind of drama. I love Austin and he is such a great and caring guy. Onward with the story!

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Chapter 4

My party was going great so far because we had awesome bands who were great friends and didn't start any drama with anyone. I realized that Cameron ha been avoiding me forthe pas couple of days so I went to find him. I finally get over to him and stand on the right side of him, "So how's the weather up there?"

I smiled as he looked down to see me, "Oh it's nice. Have a great view of everything." He winked at me which made me blush and get butterflies in my stomach.

Wait. Butterflies. I don't like him like that. I like Austin. But I also like Cameron. No. I can't. But I have butterflies. I can't. Maybe I can. Yes. Yes I do like him. Shit.

I hugged him and then skipped, or tried to skip but my shoes prevented me from doing so, over to Jayy. "Hey baby." I said in a seductive voice.

He smiled at me, "My wifey is back yay!" he picked me up and swung me around.

"I missed my hubby so I thought I'd come say 'hi' and give you this." I kissed him on the cheek near the lips which made him smile and kiss me back. On the lips.

I blushed and so did he but we both knew it meant nothing since he was gay.

I realized I hadn't checked my phone in a while so I pulled it out of my shoe and checked my messages. 3 from Blaze.

Blaze- Happy Birthday!

Blaze- Happy Fucking Birthday!

Blaze- god your old! Haha just kidding your only 20 almost legal to drink ;)

Xena- jokes on you I've been drinking for years :p and thanks :) miss you like hell boi! Dahvie threw me a sick party so I'll text ya later.

I shoved my phone back in my shoe and skipped off to where the buses were. I went inside ours an grabbed two cigarettes out of Jayy's pack ad lit one and put the other in my shoe. As I smoked te first one I heard a girl giggling from behind on of the buses. I walk over and esdropped on the conversation, "Sally Stiches, I love you-"

Sally giggled and kissed the mystery man cutting him off, "Austin Carlile, you are the man of my dreams. Please never leave me. I love you so much."

At that very moment my entire life fell before me. I was frozen I couldn't move and then I felt this sudden pang of anger. I ran towards the party still holding on to my cigarette. I got there and looked everywhere for someone to talk to as the tears started flowing down my face. I ran towards a stage that was just finished being built and I sat there crying and smoking my ciggarettes. 'no one will find me here' I told myself.

A second later Cameron showed up and saw me. "What's wrong Genie?"

I couldn't speak I was crying too much and I just didn't want to talk to anyone. Cameron sat down next to me put his arm around me and let me cry into his chest. After what seemed like hours I got the courage to tell him what happened, "Austin's cheating on me. With Sally!" I told him the entire story and started balling again.

He just rubbed my back telling me everythings going to be okay and shit like that. He kept kissing my forehead an then asked me, "Why are you smoking?"

"B-because I-I can. I have b-been for a-a while n-now." I choked out in between sobs.

"Well, i see. Do you want me to go beat Austin up?"

"N-NO!" I spat at him "no I don't want you to hurt him. He doesn't deserve to be beaten up."

"Okay I won't do anything."

I smiled and leaned against him listening to his heart beat and his breathing. "I'd be good to you if we were together." he mumbled against my hair.

I looked up at him and half smiled then looked back at the ground. I got up slowly trying to not lose my balance but failing. "I should probably go freshen up and go see Dahvie."

I left Cameron alone and thought over what he said to me which made me smile. I think he was telling me that he liked me. I fixed my makeup and hair and smoke another three cigarettes before going back to Dahvie.

"There she is, my beautiful sister who is now 20. Happy Birthday!" he hugged me and held me next to him as a couple of people brought out my cake.

It was a large cake because I could see four people carrying it Ronnie Radtke, Jeffree Starr, Beau Bokan, and Chris Motionless. A huge smile came across my face as everyone sang to me. The cake finally reached me and I closed my eyes making my wish; I paused for a moment then blew out the candles. Everything when dark for a couple of seconds before the lights on the stages and tents lit up again. I was happy being surrounded by my friends and family. Correction i was surrounded by my family. "Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes I love you all so much. We're like a big dysfunctional family, but I like it this way. We make fun of each other and mess around but when it comes to being serious, all of you have really been there for me. Especially in the past 4 or 5 years. I never want to lose you guys as friends cause you're the only family I have besides Dahvie." I was proud of this speech and once I was done I left.

On the bus I sat on the in gray sweats and a white tank with my hair up in a messy bun watching Adventure Time on reruns. I wouldn't get up from the couch not even if I want food because I'd just lean over, open the fridge and grab what I wanted.

Around 1 am Dahvie walked in and sat next to me, "I'm not your only family. What about mom?"

"Mom doesn't give a shit about me! Don't you remember what she said to me when I left with you? She said if you leave you will never be a child of mine so don't expect me to do anything for you or speak to you ever again. She hated me from the moment I turned 10 and I started dressing like myself. She couldn't accept me for who I was. And when middle school started and I had all that drama she was like grow a pair and suck it up. That's why I did everything I did. That's why I ended up in the hospital. That's why I'm who I am today. Because of her I am this weak emotional girl who can throw a punch when needed and can sing/scream. As soon as I left with you I became everything she hated which made me happy because this is who I am. She was holding me back from my true potential. That's why you never heard me sing before I hated when she told me I sucked so I stopes singing at home an only sang when I was alone so no one could hear me. But because of you and everyone here I am able to sing on stage and feel confident in myself. You've let me grow up and become me because you grew up and became you; you knew that I had to find myself, I had to find my way without being held down." I broke down crying and just laid there on his lap all night not moving until he moved to lay down with me to go to bed.