Asking Alexandria [Fan Fiction]

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

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"I love you sis."

"Why could you do that to yourself? We need you." Jayy said.

"I love you Genie." Cameron said.

They do care about me. Why didn't I see it before?

"I hate you. Why are still alive?"

"No one likes you."

"I don't get why you stick around when you know everyone hates you."

I was crying as everyone spoke their minds. No this isn't real this is a dream. I know they love me.

"No you're wrong. No one wants you here!"

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I woke up screaming looking around to see who was talking, but no one was there only monitors. "Someone!" I said nervously.

Someone has to be here, or how would I have gotten here? Laying here is so uncomfortable. I need my brother. Dahvie walked in with a sad look on his face. "Hi baby sis. How are you holding up?"

"I-I don't know." I sobbed silently to myself. "Everyone hates me. They all think I'm a messed up girl I know it."

Dahvie walked over to me wrapping his arms around. "Hun no one thinks that."

"Yes they do; they told me!" the tears overflowed from my eyes.

Dahvie just held me in his arms kissing my head. "No one said that they've been waiting for you to wake up."

At that moment Jayy walked in with Austin and Jeffree. "No get him out of here!" I pointed at Austin.

He looked hurt an just walked over to me. "What have I done to you?"

"You know what you've done! You cheated on me with Sally!" I sobbed.

"What? I'm not cheating on you. She kissed me and keeps calling me her boyfriend. I don't like her like that, I like you!" Austin came over and held my hand.

My face heated up as he spoke to me. "I like you too, but I don't know if I can trust you." I bit my lip nervously.

"Just take him back babes! He agreed that if he messes up again he's will to get beaten by me. Trust him hun." Jayy kissed my forehead.

"Fine!" I giggled.

Austin kissed my cheek and whispered, "I love you. I promise."

We made it back to the bus by the time we had to leave for the next city. I laid on my bunk cuddling next to Dahvie who was rubbing my back. "Why did you start cutting again?"

"I was so sad about Austin think he was cheating on me. I'm so stupid." I said with no emotion.

Dahvie didn't reply knowing that I didn't want to talk. "Dahvie! Genie's phone is going crazy!"

Jayy threw my phone into the bunk and then left. I grabbed it and looked at the 4 missed messages. 1 from Blaze, 2 from Cameron, and 1 resent one from Austin.

Austin- Why the fuck did Danny, Ben, and Cameron beat me up?!

Xena- oh my god I'm gonna kill them!

I went to my contacts an sent a message to Cameron.

Xena- WTF?!?! I told you not to beat him up!

Cameron- Well he's been so rough on you. He's hurt you. I don't want to see you upset.

Xena- I'm not upset with him anymore. He and I are together again. I'm upset with you! I don't want to talk to you right now. Good bye Cam.

As I sent the message a tear fell down my cheek. Why am I crying? I don't like him. I love Austin. But, I like Cameron. Oh god. I'm such a mess. I cried even more but silently so no one would hear me.

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sorry for such a short chapter.