Fake it til you make it.
It's so easier to tell them that you're ok. Nobody needs to know. Plus even if you tell them the truth they'll think you're crazy and send you off somewhere where they think will help you. They'll do everything for you that they think will help you. Not knowing that all you need is their love and support and someone who is willing to stick by you no matter how many times you try to push them away, no matter how many times you seem to get angry at them for every little thing.
You may not want their sympathy, but you need it. You need someone to prove your pessimistic mind wrong, and constant love and support. But they don't understand that. They can't read your mind. No matter how much you want them to.
So it's easier to just pretend that you're ok instead of constantly explaining what goes on in that messed up head of yours.
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Stinkin Thinkin
Короткий рассказI've been struggling with depression for some time now and I'm trying so hard to overcome it but these are just some of the thoughts that runs through my head constantly that I need to let out so I put it in writing. *****This might contain "trigger...
