Kisame Hoshigaki x Reader

Chapter Seven: First Time

**A/N: OK, so this Chapter is going to be a long one. My usual chapters are average 5,000 words but this one is about 7,500 words... I didn't want to have to cut this chapter in half as I'm sure you're waiting for certain events. So with that, I hope you enjoy, tell me what you think, and please advise, there is Lemon in this chapter and it's my first time writing one, so I'd love feedback and thoughts. Also, thank you for the 24 Votes, 173 Views, and to those who have Commented and Followed! I love you guys!~**

         'Damn you Kisame, damn you for leaving me in this state.' I sat at the edge of my bed well after Kisame had left, my thighs pressed together, fingers to my lips while my other hand laid over my heart. A dampness had already begun making its way through the crotch of my clothes as I remained unmoving. How long had he been gone for? Seconds, minutes, an hour? I felt as if I wasn't even breathing.

         I wasn't.

         With a gasp, the time came flooding back to full speed and I saw a burst of stars. I bent forwards feeling as if I was about to pass out, the encounter with Kisame apparently having taken more energy out of me than I had thought possible. He had me holding on for life with just a kiss... Oh, but it wasn't just a kiss. There was a spark the first time our lips met, an ignition, and now a torch burned in my pit yearning for it to be fed with more oxygen, more passion.

         My back hit the mattress and I stared dreamily at the ceiling as my mind began to swim over all the possibilities to come. I was excited how Kisame had laid out a challenge, it was entirely like him after all, to fan the flames and see where the battle would go. He loves to fight, and so do I. Kisame is far stronger than I physically, but we had never had a battle of wills so I was excited to see who would win at this little mind game.

         The warmth and wetness of my womanhood started to creep to the front of my thoughts, begging for something to be done about it. I pulled my knees up so my feet rest on the mattress edge and then pushed myself backwards the rest of the way toward my pillow. I lay with my head against the softness and stuck my hand down my pants, the other slipping under my shirt and grasping onto one of my breasts, massaging it. My mind pondering with as much sensual imagination at what it would feel like to have Kisame's large hands grasp my tender flesh. I imagined his lips running through the valley between my mounds and up to their peaks, kissing gently before sucking, his teeth just grazing over the sensitive tips.

         It took no time for the stimulation to build through my fantasy and give me release, but it wasn't enough. The hollow climax and shallow twitching of my muscles begged for more, but Kisame was right, I wasn't ready. I needed to know for sure that this is what I wanted. I needed to be at the apex of desire, wanting to rip the clothing from both our bodies, not caring who in the base might hear us. Right now the possibility of Hidan finding out about the package in my underwear drawer, even without knowing who I was intending them for, was enough to deter me. I had no idea how any of them would react if they saw Kisame and I kiss, even a small peck on the cheek made me feel nervous.

         Pulling my hand back out from my pants I rolled off the mattress and cleaned up, changing into my nightgown before falling back into bed, exhaustion washing over me as I crawled under the covers. Sighing I snuffed out my lantern and stared into the darkness, eyes slowly closing as I watched dark shadows dance across my stone ceiling. I didn't know what was in store for me tomorrow, my whole routine was now probably at risk of being up-heaved. Feeling slightly anxious now I instead I willed my mind to drift into warm and pleasant thoughts, 'He wants me too...' I smiled softly at this, relaxing. I would face tomorrow, tomorrow.