Chapter 6

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I let out a breath I've been holding for minutes now. Of course I'm not that sad because he did that with me. But he's so good. He knows how to get a girl. He knows how his touch and words effect on girls. As his brother said he's slept with every girl in this town, he uses them for his needs. I bet they beg him to sleep with him. But he can't do this with me. I'm not one of his girls. Although he gets me with his touch, but I'm not that girl. I can't be.

Hours pass while I'm thinking of him. Oh No. He's already got me. I can't let him in my head. He knows what he does to me, he wants me to be attached to him, just like other girls. I know it's just been two times when he touched me but he's so, ugh I hate that, I hate him. I hate myself for wanting him to touch me.

Now I have to focus on one thing, that I have to get over those two times, and to actually get over him. I will go to my class tomorrow and pretend that nothing happened. Anyway, nothing has really happened. I don't know how I'd act if he's kissed me. But thank God he hasn't

Of course I cry myself to sleep. Stacey hasn't returned. I think she's staying at her boyfriend Louis' house. But whatever.

She's been my neighbor and class mate for years, but her family moved to Washington before high school, but we kept talking to each other.

When I finished high school, my mum said the WSU would be a better university for me, but now I think it's not while Harry's brother is with me in the same class.

I know he hasn't been mean to me, but I want to stay away from anything related to Harry.

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The next day I could barely wake up. The last time I checked time it was about 4 am and now it's seven. Oh God I have to go to those damn classes.

I force myself to take a shower and get dressed, although I hate it, I wear light make to cover the black areas under my eyes.

Before I go to my class, I grab my coffee then head to it. The last thing I want to see right now is Marcel sitting on the front disk next to the one I want to sit on. Sadly I find him like I thought. I walk pass him and sit on the disk next to him ignoring his existing but of course he doesn't ignore mine.

"Hi" he says with a big smile on his face as I take a drink from my coffee

I try to smile while the coffee is in my mouth but I fail and spit it on my legs. Wonderful!! Should I have worn those shorts today. It's quite hot but I'm more embarrassed more than hurt with hot drink

"Oh be careful" he says as he brings me tissues from his bag. Oh My God he's carrying a bag!

"I'm sorry" I say

"You're saying sorry for spitting coffee on you?"

"I think I am"

Before I take the tissues from him he moves his hand to my leg and starts to remove the hot drink.

His hand moves on my leg and Oh No. This can't be happening. He has the same touch as Harry. Oh of course he has, they are twins and they have the same hands.

His hand feels the same when Harry touched my leg on that day at the frat house but more gentle.

"What are you doing?"

He doesn't respond, instead he keeps removing the coffee until it's all gone.

"Thank you"

"Well, never mind."

He sits back on his disk looking down at his hands

"Uhm, I'm so sorry. I wasn't supposed to do that. I cannot touch you like that. I'm so sorry" he says as he really regrets it.

"No, it's fine. I know you didn't mean that. But thank you"

"You're welcome" he half smiles.

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After the class, he walks out quickly even before I gather my things. He's been silent and looking sad the whole class. This can't be because he touched me.

I'm really done with that twins, one is so shy and embarrassed for touching me, and the other has a habit in touching me.

I finish my classes and head to the dorms. Today has been a long day, all the professors asked us to write an essay about different subjects. Huff, I have a lot of work to do.

When I reach the room Stacey is not here. I send her a message to ask her where she is then go to take my shower. The shower rooms here are scary I hate them.

Each day I go with Stacey and she holds my toiletry until I finish my shower then takes hers, but now she's not here and there isn't something to hang my clothes on.

I put my bag away from the water then take my shower. After I finish I try to get my clothes out of the bag but fail and they fall to the ground. Perfect!!

I wrap my towel around my body and run to my room, thank God I haven’t heard any comments from anyone about my appearance until I open the door and find, Harry? Again?!

We stare at one another for a minute until I realize what I'm wearing. I think he did too.

"Nice dress" he says

"What are you doing here in my room? And how did you get in?" I ask really surprised by his existence

"You left the door open before you leave. And I'm here to talk to you"

I put my wet clothes on my bed and turn to him

"What do you wanna talk about? I don't wanna talk to you"

"It's not an option. I have something to ask you about"

His eyes travel to my body as I get really nervous and angry about the towel I'm wearing and his looks

"Why are you dresses like this? Like why didn't you get dressed in the shower room?"

"It's none of your business!! Harry, please get out so I can get dressed. Then we can discuss whatever you're here for"

"I'm not leaving until we talk. If I'm out of here, you won't let me in again"

"Harry, I said get out!!" I throw my hand in the air and it unwraps the towel but I catch it and quickly cover my body before it falls to the floor.

He's silent. I'm silent and extremely embarrassed looking at the towel that barely covering my body.

"Get out" my voice comes out a little bit louder than a whisper and he does what I ask him.

I let the towel fall to the floor and sit naked on my bed. The hot tears on my cheeks made me realize I'm crying. Oh No he couldn't have seen me naked. I wish he wasn't looking at me but I know he was.

Quickly wearing my pajama before he enters the room and wiping my tears like nothing happened I open the door to find him leaning to the wall.

"What do you want?!"

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