The two boys were currently standing at the bus stop near their school, ignoring all the messages they got from Jimin. Not because they thought he would tell the teachers, but because Taehyung and Jungkook knew the shorter would tease them, also ask why they ditched.
Taehyung turns to the younger suddenly "Where do you want to go? I'll take you everywhere— with the bus." The younger boy just shrugs as a response, but a chuckle also escapes his lips, by the fact that Taehyung tried to be a smooth boyfriend. He would've been, if he didn't mention the fact that they gotta take the bus. "Why are you laughing? I'm not ditching school for this disrespect!" Taehyung says, sounding irritated, even though he was just joking or being sarcastic.
Jungkook just shakes his head, while muttering a "It's nothing, hyung." The older decided to just shrug it off, since he wasn't even mad to begin with. "Anyway, what do you wanna do? I just wanted to get away from the school, but I didn't know what to do after I actually left.."
"I guess I should just come up with something then," the brunette says, while preparing his bus card, Jungkook doing the same shortly after. "Let's go to the mall, cuz I wanna be your sugar daddy at least once!" Taehyung looks at the younger, who just looks confused "let's go to the mall, right now." He grabs Jungkook's arm, while speed walking to the closest mall. Their school is kinda in the middle of the city, so it's not that weird that there's malls around that area as well.
"Jesus christ, Taehyung! Are you trying to pull off my arm or something," Jungkook asks, or yells, but the older ignores him and continues speed walking. "Why the hell do you wanna be my sugar daddy? I'm not poor, I can pay myself!"
"But I can also pay for you!" at this point, Jungkook gave up, because he honestly didn't want to argue with his new 'sugar daddy'. God, he hated that word, mostly because of the word 'daddy' though.
Without any more words exchanged between the two, they soon arrived at the mall nearby and Taehyung continued to drag the other boy. "Hyung, you can stop dragging me now, we're already inside and it kinda looks stupid," Jungkook says and decides to hold Taehyung's slightly bigger hand in his own "this is much more romantic and 'sugar daddy' material, if you ask me."
"True."
"Why are we heading towards the sex toy shop?"
"...."
____________ hey guys !! I guess I should explain the previous part I posted odndpemsosps
when I'm feeling down or literally suicidal, I don't really try to talk to anyone about it
like to one specific person
so, sometimes I end up ranting in a group chat or posting stuff, like for example a vent edit on instagram, but that time I just posted something on this book
without any context rip
I honestly just wanted to post an explanation as to why I never post here, or basically a vent y'know, however it ended up being just a little "kill me please haha"
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lately, a lot of stuff has been going on in my life
I've felt really depressed and sometimes suicidal for different reasons, like how I think about myself as a person and my appearance, people saying a lot of bad stuff to me and friendship bullshit drama
I graduated from my old school, so now I'm just stressed af, cuz I don't know which high school I'll get into, but I still think that everyone at my new school will dislike me
even though, like I said, idk which school I'll get into
I just don't feel satisfied with myself at all and I hate myself
idk I just feel literally uncomfortable in my own skin, for reasons that are too uncomfortable for me to talk about to anyone really, even you guys
some people I will never meet irl
I'm not good enough
I got some hobbies, like drawing, reading, writing and video editing, but I don't feel satisfied with anything I make
especially my fan fictions, even though I think it's fun to start books, cuz I got a lot of ideas, it's still hard for me to finish them
since I'm never satisfied with anything and I always think that everyone else will hate everything I do as well, but I still wanna finish everything I make, somehow
a lot of shit is happening around me and everything is just not in my head, like some family drama and one of my grandpas is really sick for example
I'm just so stressed, depressed, suicidal and disgusted by myself, but idk what to do
I've tried to kill myself three times, however as you can tell, that didn't help me at all and I obviously didn't succeed, so I don't got a reason to try and fail again
I just don't know what to do with myself at this point, other than hating myself
sorry for the rant, but I just wanted to let it all out, even though I didn't go into detail
if I don't update a lot, it's not because I don't want to, it's actually the opposite, but it's because I'm just so unmotivated and unsatisfied with every single word I write
I also wanna thank everyone who commented on my last post and sent me private messages, but I'm also sorry that I didn't answer every single one of you
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I love you and thank you for still reading my story
