Roadtrip BoyXBoy (Mature) Smutty One Shots and Imagines

~· Randy: Mistake? ·~

Andys Pov

Rye and I have been messing around for a few months now. Yeah all the boys do but.. For Rye and I it was different. We actually had plans. We actually genuinely care for eachother I believe.
We went out for dinner but Rye went home early due to feeling ill. I was gonna go with him but he told me to stay with the boys.
When we got home, I went into him amd Harveys room to check on him. Harvey was gone on tour.
He was laying him bed.
"Hey.." I say, walking over to him, sitting on the side of the bed. I run my hands through his hair like I have dozens of times before.
He jerks away
"Stop. Please," he says, quietly.
"Babe.." I start.
"Don't," he says.
"What's wrong? Is it your head?" I ask, trying to grab his hand instead.
He jerks that away too.
"Stop," he says, more sternly, sitting up against his headboard.
"What's going on? Talk to me," I say, trying to get any idea of what's wrong out of him.
"Please.. Just leave.." he says.
"What? I've been sleeping in Harveys bed.." I say.
"Yeah. HARVEYS bed. It's still gonna be his bed when he gets back. You cant change that Andy," he says.
"But.. What about us..?" I whisper.
My heart is aching.
"Andy! There IS NO US, okay!? There never was! It was a mistake! That's all this was!" he shouts.
Shattered into pieces.
I know the others heard him.
If he's gonna do this then I can play back no matter how bad it hurts me.

Ryes Pov

My heart HURT physically for saying that to Andy. He doesnt deserve this. He deserves better then me. And I know he can find it.
I didn't realize I shouted til after. I had to make it believable to him. To get it through his head. I could hear the guys gasp from the other room then shush each other to listen.
"A mistake? Thats what this was to you??" he asked, clearly hurt.
"Thats what it was. Period," I say, straight faced.
"Really!? Cause last I knew, you loved me! Do you remember telling me that? You thought I was asleep but I wasn't! I heard you! I didnt say it first either so you cant use that as an excuse as to why you said it!" he yells.
"YOU WERE HAVING A NIGHTMARE. I SAID IT CALM YOU," I tried to cover it.
"I. WASNT. SLEEPING. I WAS LAYING ON MY SIDE," He shouts.
I vividly remember that night.
It was about 2 am. Andy and I had stayed up talking about literally anything and everything.
Thats how we worked.
Communication.
Key word.
WORKED.
Somewhere along the line I've become more know to keep to myself. To hold things in.
He rolled over in Harveys bed, meaning he was going to try to sleep.
I watched his chest and saw his breathing slow.
I listened to his short breaths.
I thought for sure he was asleep.
"Andy Fowler.. You are the best thing that's happened to me. I love you," I had said before I could stop myself.
"Ryan Beaumont. YOU are the best thing that's happened to ME!" he shouts still. "You said the same thing about me! Do you remember that Rye? Huh??"
"I remember.." I say, feeling defeated.
"Do you remember all those nights we'd sneak away for the smallest moment just to steal kisses from eachother?"
"I remember.."
"Do you remember how many times Blaire has almost caught us and we'd argue about telling him but then laugh right afterwards because we knew we couldn't ever?"
"I remember."
"And do you remember these??" he asks, pushing his hand into my chest and pulling the necklace that has the ring he got me on it out and placed the one on his finger right beside it.
"YES. I REMEMBER, OKAY? I REMEMBER IT ALL!" I finally shout.
"AND IT'S ALL A MISTAKE?" he asks.
"NO!" I yell. I sigh, placing my face in my hands. "No. It's not. I am. I'm a mistake. For you. You deserve better than me," I admit.
He chuckles and I look up at him.
"You're joking right?" he smiles. I give him a death glare. "You're.. Not joking.. Rye, are you serious? You're the best! There's nobody better for me out there," he smiles again, sitting beside me. He grabs my hand and this time I let him.
"Rye.. I love you. I'll do anything for you. I'll even tell Blair about us. Anything just to keep you," he says. "Hey." He grabs my jaw and pulls my face up so my eyes meet his. "You and me."
"Me and You," I say back, slightly smiling.
"Forever?" he asks, smiling back with my jaw still in his hand.
"Forever," I say. He pulls my lips to meet his, pulling away as the door opens.
"WHAT" Jack starts.
"JUST" Brook says.
"HAPPENED" Mikey finishes.
"THAT WAS THE MOST SAD BUT THE MOST CUTE THING EVER," Brook smiles.
"YOURE NOT BREAKING UP RIGHT?" Jack asks, concerned.
"I'LL BE YOUR COUNSELOR" Mikey smiles.
Andy and I smile back.
"We're gonna be okay. Right?" Andy says, looking over at me.
"Were gonna be PERFECT," I agree.
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A/N: Heyo! I know I havent been posting. Ive been going through some stuff at home.. But comment if you want a Part Two of this to see where life takes Randy 💛