saturday❞

°good phases 🌻

in this chapter, i shall tell you guys good parts in my life that i might do again if i have already run out of things to do :")

so, let's get started with the first one ^^

1/VOCALOID
when i was in the 2nd grade, i started liking vocaloid because of MMD.
(© to google for the info)
MMD is a freeware animation program that lets users animate and create 3D animated movies, originally produced for the Vocaloid character, Hatsune Miku.
the first vocaloid i discovered is actually Kagamine Rin, and she was my favorite vocaloid ever since, along with her twin brother (hm) Kagamine Len.

before, all i watch in yt are MMD music videos, project diva gameplays, and more Vocaloid content. a few years have gone by, and i do not watch too many vocaloid vids anymore because of school work and things in life that keeps me busy from the fandom TT

2/HARLEY QUINN
before the suicide squad movie, i was already OBSESSED with Harleen Quinzel! in youtube, i was watching some old batman cartoons (bcos batman is cool and i once wanted to be liek him) i then came across a girl wearing a black and red jester costume, with a face full of powder.

at first, i thought she was joker's daughter, so i checked the video out. i was a dumb child, and i didn't know the definition of flirting that time **i thought it was some kind of proposal ="(

in the cartoons, Harley Quinn is really flirty towards Joker (who doesn't seem to like it) and he abuses her sometimes because of it. i was really mad whenever Joker kicks Harley out of their place, and there was one episode when he replaced her with someone else.

but enough about the ranting... Harley Quinn is my best girl and if Gotham City is a real place and Batman and the other DC characters are there, i will do anything to be friends with her (even if she's a villain or not) :)

and last but not the least cause this chapter is too long if i tell all of them
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3/SUPPORTING THE LGBTQ+
COMMUNITY
some of u will ask me "Why did u stop?", "How is it stopping you?".

it's quite a long story, but i'll not go too much into detail :) i was part of the community, because i liked a girl in school. then on, i started making friends with people in my school who are part of the community as well. i was happy, and i feel free. but when my parents found out about it, they were disappointed in me and they told me it was just a phase

i was not mad at them for giving me lectures, as long as they still consider me and love me as their daughter, i'm fine with it. so, days later, i didn't talk to my crush that much anymore, but i'm still hanging out with my new friends.

it's not that i hate the community. i'm leaving it for my parents, because they love me and they are the people whom i bonded the most. please don't hate on my parents, they're not homophobics nor sexists (they have gay friends), they just want what's best for me, and your parents' also want what's best for you also.

even though i'm not inside the LGBTQ+ community, i'll still support u gois from the outside as a straight girl =)

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i might make a part 2 because i have a ton of phases that i want to share to you all!

i don't want to put all of my phases here because i might bore u all and my explanations for each phase are very long ;)

thank u guys for reading this chapter, and i hope this book will reach 1K reads!!!

love u all and baii ♥