Living as Hollie Edwards.

"AAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!" Katherine's voice was ringing into my ears and I got up to see what's wrong.

"Katherine, what's wrong?" I asked her and she was being jumpy.

"Katherine, answer me!" I knocked on the marble, kitchen table.

"Fine, Perrie's in Newcastle! Aren't you excited?" Katherine replied and I ran back to my room and locked myself in.

I started texting my long-distanced friend, Hannah Batty. She lives in Canada.

TO BATTY: Hannah, my mum's visitin meh

FROM BATTY: Holls, see her, she isnt going to hurt you.

TO BATTY: She's the worst mother ever. Didn't see me in 2 years and never saw Ives in 4 years.

FROM BATTY: Maybe she was forced to. you know how management in the uk can be like.

TO BATTY: Hannah, I wish you were here.

I stopped texting Hannah and I unlocked the door and went into the kitchen.

"Mmmh, yeah, of course! I'll tell them, mwah!" Katherine was talking on the phone and she looked up at me.

"Go and wake up Ivy, I want to tell her the news." I rushed into Ivy's room and kept on bugging her until she got out of bed.

"Leave me alone, Holls!" Ivy threw a pillow at me, knowing that I was enjoying her anger and crankiness.

"Get up, Perrie's here." Those two words made Ivy jump out of bed.

"PERRIE, WHERE IS SHE!!!!" Ivy yelled and Katherine stared at her.

"Perrie isn't here, she's in Newcastle though." Katherine told her and she started squealing.

"Hollie, you can drive me to her, right? RIGHT?!" Ivy started screaming and I knew it was out of happiness.

"I can, but I don't want to. I'm going into the shower."

"Holls should stop being such a pussy." I heard Katherine behind my back.

************

I decided to go out with my best friend, Ellie. I was wearing a 'Klassy not Sassy' crop top, ripped shorts, and a checkered flannel. I also had on black creepers and a bracelet that said 'forever you shall stay' . Ellie was wearing black high waisted jeans from Topshop, a striped bodysuit, and some flats.

"I haven't seen you in forever!How's life?" Ellie squealed.

"Life is pretty hard for me, Perrie's in Newcastle."

"WHAT! Hollie Katherine Jade Edwards, you better lead me to her or else I will force you to!" Ellie kept on screaming.

"Look, Perrie's been gone too long for me to-"

"Is that Perrie over there? Come on!" Ellie dragged me and knowing my DNA, that was probably Lia.

(10 seconds later)

"Hi Perrie, I love you so much and I-" Ellie blabbed.

"Thank you so much, would you like me to sign something?" That was actually Perrie. MY mother was standing right in front of me.

"Um Perrie, I'm Hollie Edwards, your daughter."

"Hollie, let's talk over here." Perrie dragged me into a telephone booth.

"Hollie, I missed you so much! Can we go back to Katherine's place?" Perrie asked.

"Erm, sure."

I ditched Ellie and drove Perrie back to Katherine's house, the ride home was silent and awkward. Perrie opened the car door and yelled "It's Hollie and Ivy's mam!" I rolled my eyes because she thinks that she's my mum. She isnt, Katherine is.

Ivy opened the door and started hugging Perrie.

"I missed you so much, mam!" Ivy squeezed onto Perrie.

"I missed you and Hollie so much!" Perrie replied as I heard a motorcycle ride by.

"Perrie Louise?" I heard a voice startle me as I turned around and saw Lia.

"Amelia Charlotte." Perrie turned around and folded her hands.

Katherine came outside and she looked confused and went back inside.

"It's been forever since you seen your children, what's there posh names?"

"Hollie Katherine Jade Edwards and Ivalond Elleigh Jessica Edwards." Perrie answered, I didn't know Ivy's full name and by the looks of it, I don't think Ivy knew too.

"How about Rose? Visited her every Saturday and not these two?" Lia asked and I felt as if we weren't good enough for Perrie, like we were the ugly ducklings.

"Rosalind Marie Jessica Faux. She was the closest one by, it's not like I could drive up here every Saturday!" Perrie yelled and I think it was getting out of control.

"Lia and Perrie! Please stop! I don't wanna hear it!" I screamed as my voice was piercing into their ears.

"Your aunt ruined my life, guess where your dad is, Holls? With her! They're having a baby together." Perrie lost control and hit Lia. Lia started punching and fighting Perrie. I told them to calm down and we went inside to hopefully talk things out.

"Just remember Perrie, you stole Zayn from me!" Lia sat down and tapped her foot angrily.

"You didn't have to take Daniel, the girls could've known about their father!" Perrie screamed.

"I feel so dumb, Hollie was right." Ivy blurted out.

"Huh?" Lia, Perrie, and I chorused.

"You aren't my mam, Katherine is. She's never been away from me for years. Katherine always listens and comforts me. Perrie, all you've done is neglect 2/3 of your daughters, and give me and Hollie the last name Edwards and being a pop sensation. " Ivy confessed, I felt so happy because she was finally getting it. Katherine peeked her head out and it was an awkward moment for her to be there.

"So, I'm a bad mother? I gave you life!" Perrie had a sad look on her face.

"Perrie, sometimes that isn't good enough. I love you like a sister, but have you really been there for them?" Katherine walked into the living room.

"Ya know, everything would've been alright if Lia didn't come!" Perrie stood up from her chair and almost walked out the door.

"No, I'd still confront you for not being there! When have I ever been in your life? When have I met your bandmates? When have I loved you?" I stood up and yelled at her.

"Hollie, if you were at the wedding, you would know that I mentioned yours and Ivy's name in my vows. I told Sam, my manager about you two, she love to meet both of you, and when you loved me, was the times I was with your father and when I wasn't famous." I saw a tear escape from Perrie's eyes and she ran out the door immediately. I sat down and looked at Ivy and she got up, ran in her room, and locked the door.

"Lia and Katherine, be honest, did Mum really love me?" I asked Katherine and Lia inhaled a huge chunk of oxygen and let it all out.

"She loved you alot, Hollie, you and Ivy. Go on Lia, tell the rest." Katherine motioned.

"Zayn stopped Perrie from seeing Ivy and you, he made Management agree on the decision. " Lia continued on and I wanted to punch a bitch.

"That son of a bitch!" I stormed in my room and started breaking anything that was breaking. So I started breaking me.